Am feeling so damn sad..my heart is aching pretty much. Could feel the burning sensation all over. Nothing got to do with home...but job related. Shall I reveal them over here on air...so that everyone who reads this could feel the way I felt. Dear readers...show and prove your empathy towards this poor soul called Ann.
Met a handful of backstabbers in school. Am confused, am lost...don't know how to rid them. Can't avoid but being the victim myself ..entangled in this complicated mess.
Met a handful of backstabbers in school. Am confused, am lost...don't know how to rid them. Can't avoid but being the victim myself ..entangled in this complicated mess.
You see, I had always been a person who doesn't like to show nor reveal whatever I do. I do my work silently on my own and don't like much publicity. I don't need that kind of advertisements.... I'm pretty happy and comfortable with that.
However, my quietness has created lots of envy among my colleagues. You can say that I'm a lucky lot coz whatever I attempt often bear fruits. I have "Midas touch" most of the time. For example, my PTK exams, with one sitting, first attempt...I got thru. My luck la...not that I'm intelligent..just pure LUCK.
Next thing, I dislike to delegate work to others, as a matter of fact, I'm not good at giving orders. Poor management skills....lack of human resources knowledge. As a result, I normally end up doing the task all by myself and won't utter a word of complain neither do I wag my tongue in front of my superiors. I don't fancy polishing job..be it shoe polishing, toilet walls nor human polishing. Buttering also not my liking. Love to have my toast enriched with butter spread..but don't fancy the buttering job on human beings.
Another story, got a shocking news that a certain quarters are backstabbing me...and this has been happening for a year....and stupid me didn't take notice. Am I being so "cuckoo" not noticing this stabbings....oh gosh. How can I be so naive ? My mind has been blanketed by my own world...amidst my teaching job, my library organizations, my uni, my family.....! My daily life evolves only these things that are important to me. My brain are preoccupied with only these important agenda....
Dear readers..how do you guys face backstabbers..? Is there way to rid them?
In the meantime..I'll just remain my normal self and ignore my surroundings. "I know all the happenings but choose to remain silent". Nevertheless... I'm ready to face the battle if I have to do it.
Once provoke...it can be pretty deadly.
However, my quietness has created lots of envy among my colleagues. You can say that I'm a lucky lot coz whatever I attempt often bear fruits. I have "Midas touch" most of the time. For example, my PTK exams, with one sitting, first attempt...I got thru. My luck la...not that I'm intelligent..just pure LUCK.
Next thing, I dislike to delegate work to others, as a matter of fact, I'm not good at giving orders. Poor management skills....lack of human resources knowledge. As a result, I normally end up doing the task all by myself and won't utter a word of complain neither do I wag my tongue in front of my superiors. I don't fancy polishing job..be it shoe polishing, toilet walls nor human polishing. Buttering also not my liking. Love to have my toast enriched with butter spread..but don't fancy the buttering job on human beings.
Another story, got a shocking news that a certain quarters are backstabbing me...and this has been happening for a year....and stupid me didn't take notice. Am I being so "cuckoo" not noticing this stabbings....oh gosh. How can I be so naive ? My mind has been blanketed by my own world...amidst my teaching job, my library organizations, my uni, my family.....! My daily life evolves only these things that are important to me. My brain are preoccupied with only these important agenda....
Dear readers..how do you guys face backstabbers..? Is there way to rid them?
In the meantime..I'll just remain my normal self and ignore my surroundings. "I know all the happenings but choose to remain silent". Nevertheless... I'm ready to face the battle if I have to do it.
Once provoke...it can be pretty deadly. 
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