Back to school is just around the corner. Lots of preparations to be done for me and my boy. He needs new set of uniforms as he has outgrown his old. He also needs a new bag...this time around, I intend to get him a more durable one so that it's able to last at least a year. Last year..opps this year..he uses two ! I gotten him a cheap pasar malam one....and the zipper got stucked and da rollers came off after several months.
As for myself, nothing much to buy. My wardrobe is still wearable...even though the fashion is a bit out but I don't bother much about the updates. I got myself a new specs last week. Oh yes..I need a pair of court shoes @ a black one.
The most important of all...I need to prepare myself physically, mentally and spiritually to face the new school term. Ya...a new headmistress. Pray hard that she's someone NICE !
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Monday, December 29, 2008
Happy New Year
I would like to wish all of you.....a belated Merry Christmas and advance Happy New Year !
I was busy recently and totally have no time to come into my blog. Therefore, no postings for many days.
I was busy recently and totally have no time to come into my blog. Therefore, no postings for many days.
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Merry Dong Zhi
When I was lil 
I faithfully stood by the table
watching PoPo rolling coloured balls
watching PoPo rolling coloured balls
with her skillful wrinkled hands
At this time of the year.
When I became a mum
At this time of the year.
When I became a mum
I took the initiative
to create my own coloured balls
with some innovative ingredients
Under watchful eyes of my boy.
Past and present
Under watchful eyes of my boy.
Past and present
The colourful balls
Identical shape and size
Emerged in syrupy gravy
That melts in the mouth.
Yummy yummy
Let’s celebrate a bountiful harvest.
Happy Dong Zhi.
Identical shape and size
Emerged in syrupy gravy
That melts in the mouth.
Yummy yummy
Let’s celebrate a bountiful harvest.
Happy Dong Zhi.
Friday, December 19, 2008
Happy Birthday Papa
Our lives go on without Papa,
But nothing is the same,
We reluctantly hide our heartaches,
When someone mentioned Papa's name.
Sadness are the heart that love Papa,
Silent the tears that fall,
Living our hearts without Papa,
Is the hardest part of all.
Papa did so many things for us,
For his heart was kind and true,
And when we needed someone,
We could always count on Papa.
We could always count on Papa.
The special years will not return,
When we were all together,
But with the love within our hearts,
Papa lives with us forever.
Happy 79th Birthday Papa.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Drama Of The Year
English Title: The Gem of Life 珠光寶氣
Cantonese Title: Jyu Gwong Bou Hei
Broadcast Date: 20th October 2008 - 8th February 2009
Length: 80 Episode
Cast: Lee Sze Ki, Moses Chan, Ada Choi, Bowie Lam, Gigi Lai, Maggie Siu, Bosco Wong, Linda Chung, Wong Hei, Kenny Wong, John Chiang, Eddie Kwan, Rebecca Chan, Lau Dan, Josephine Shum, Florence Kwok, Iris Wong, Casper Chan, Catherine Chau, Carrie Lam, Queenie Chu, Cindy Lee, Maria Chan, Elliot Yue
Synopsis:
In Pak Siu-Yau (Lee Sze Kee, Louise)’s eyes, her three daughters are just as perfect as diamonds. She believes that the greatest blessing for a woman is to marry a wealthy man. To guarantee a better life for her daughters, she has started training the girls since they were young, hoping that they will marry into the richest families when they mature.
Yau’s first daughter Hong Nga-Yin (Shiu Mei Ki, Maggie) does not agree with her on her values. Yet when she sees that the man Yin is going out with is Ko Cheung-Sing (Lam, Bowie), who is very well-off, she decides to let Yin go with her choice.
Yau’s second daughter Hong Nga-Tung (Lai Chi, Gigi) is hopelessly romantic but does not seem to have much luck with men. To make it up to her, Yau seeks to match her up with Ho Chit-Nam (Chan Ho, Moses), the son of Hong Kong’s most powerful business tycoon Ho Fung (Yueh Hua).
Being the youngest in the family, Hong Nga-Sz (Choi Siu Fun, Ada) is well aware of Yau’s concerns. Having recovered from divorce, Sz now decides to pin all her hopes on Fung.
Yau’s persistence pays off and her daughters have all found a wealthy husband. But money does not really bring them happiness and the sisters are gradually losing themselves in vanity.
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Angelic Hubby
Such an angelic husband he is.....soooo understanding. Though there's a wide age gap between them but they could get along so well with lil communication breakdown. A relationship that is soooo romantic, a marriage that is so blissful. He is rich and well respected man in the corporate business world and yet he's so down to earth.
Ya..I'm talking about Martin and Jessica in "Gem of Life" serial. Martin marries Jessica who is half his age. Martin had been a widow for a long long time before he met Jessica. Martin has a son, Terrence who is older than Jessica. Terrence opposed to his dad's relationship.
Martin is such a goody goody hubby...always gives the best to his young wife in so many things...Martin will always create a smile in his wife face.....
Quote Martin.."The union of a husband and wife is not solely for them to share the happiness but also to share the sadness as well. Therefore, good communication between them is vital.".
Does such characteristic of a husband only existed in dramas and movies? well...kudos to the script writer...you have created such a nice man.
Ya..I'm talking about Martin and Jessica in "Gem of Life" serial. Martin marries Jessica who is half his age. Martin had been a widow for a long long time before he met Jessica. Martin has a son, Terrence who is older than Jessica. Terrence opposed to his dad's relationship.
Martin is such a goody goody hubby...always gives the best to his young wife in so many things...Martin will always create a smile in his wife face.....
Quote Martin.."The union of a husband and wife is not solely for them to share the happiness but also to share the sadness as well. Therefore, good communication between them is vital.".
Does such characteristic of a husband only existed in dramas and movies? well...kudos to the script writer...you have created such a nice man.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
A Gem of Life
My exams ended a week ago. Suddenly..I became so free and lost ! Anyway....I picked up one past time which I would never imagine myself getting involved in it. It was during one of my dinner outings when one China lady approached me with her bags full of DVDs. Her ever sugary mouth managed to smitten me...and I ended purchasing two sets of HK TVB serials from her.
Since then...I was hooked to the serial..like an "auntie". I was sitting in front of my notebook....watching episodes ...one after another.... I used to think it's a waste of time to indulge in such activity.
I began watching a TVB serial ~ A Gem of life. It's currently aired on Astro On demand channel. I never bother about drama...because of time factor.
This time around, I was 'glued' to this drama...ab the rich and famous. I watched five to six episodes consecutively....and I managed to finish 30 episodes 4 days in a row. Am currently at episode 37. Will definitely go back to that China lady for the subsequent episodes.
A summary about this drama....a matriarch whom manipulated her 3 daughters and masterminded them to marry the rich in order to have better lives.
Nothing that will take off the thrill of watching this serial...and I became addicted to it.
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Corrective Vision
I was thinking of the possibility of me going under the knife...! Plastic sugery..no lah. Am not that beauty conscious.I was thinking whether I could correct my vision permanently....and go thru a laser surgery. Can I..? I am so bored of wearing glasses and using contact lenses seems cumbersome as it need to be remove and cleanse on a daily basis. Sounds troublesome for a lazy person like me. I don't have the time to do so.
I was reading infos about LASIK treatment a while ago. Sounds interesting.
According to Wikipedia, Laser-assisted in situ keratomileusis or LASIK is a type of refrefractive laser eye surgery performed by ophthamologists for correcting myopia, hyperopia and astigmatism.
Many patients choose LASIK as an alternative to wearing corrective eye glasses or contact lenses.
I came acrossed a few sites that say that up to 3% of people have bad results. Sometimes the vision can stay clear and crisp but sometimes it deteriorate and one may need another operation. It depends on the doctor and how the eyes react.
Since vision is something I really value...that seems a risk. The chances of losing my eye sight ...there's a possibility though extremely slim. Gotta do a thorough research on this.
I need to ask myself several questions before I sign up for this surgery.
What are my intentions of putting off my spectacles?
Is it for beauty or convenient sake?
Is it worth to invest on such procedure?
Is there a need to perform the surgery?
Feed back..anyone.?
Sunday, December 7, 2008
My 1st Spectacles
SPECTACLES.....It may look fashionable or professional when wearing one but it can be very troublesome at times especially when I emerged from an air cond place. The entire glasses would get blurred and misty...and I'll hv to remove to wipe them dry.
And not to mention, I have to change my glasses every couple of years which eventually cost me a fortune....everytime.
Flash back.....
Mind calculating....yup I've been wearing glasses for almost 2 decades. I could remembered my first trip to the optometrist , I was in Form 3 then. In class, I was seated at the back row and most of the time, I could not read those scribblings on the board in front. I often had to squint my eyes. Faced lots of difficulties whenever I had to read the board. Copying notes weren't easy.
My parents were too busy to take noticed on my poor eyesight then.
I vividly remembered my first trip to the optometrist. I broke my piggy bank and counted 2 hundreds over ringgit...those days that were a luxurious amount !
With thta money in my purse, I ventured to the shop on my own. (Ya...I had always been independent even during my younger days). I walked into the shop, told them that I had blurr vision and I need a pair of spectacles. I underwent an eye exam...where I was brought into a room and sat on a raised up chair. A huge spectacles like machine was placed on my face.
Lenses were alternately inserted into slots through which I tried to read the small prints on the frame. At the same time, I would tell the optometrist whether the No. 1 or No. 2 lens was better, i.e., the letters were clearer.
Finally, the optometrist was satisfied with the corrective lenses for my poor vision. I was told to go outside to pick my spectacles. I was so confused to look at the arrays of spectacles on display..big, small, coloured....etc.
With an embarrassing look, I revealed to them my budget. The salesgirl was humble enough to showed me a few frames within my limited budget and also offered me a discount. Special pricing for student..I guess. Finally...I decided on a plain black one.
That was how I gotten my very first spectacles...way back in 1985.
And not to mention, I have to change my glasses every couple of years which eventually cost me a fortune....everytime.
Flash back.....
Mind calculating....yup I've been wearing glasses for almost 2 decades. I could remembered my first trip to the optometrist , I was in Form 3 then. In class, I was seated at the back row and most of the time, I could not read those scribblings on the board in front. I often had to squint my eyes. Faced lots of difficulties whenever I had to read the board. Copying notes weren't easy.
My parents were too busy to take noticed on my poor eyesight then.
I vividly remembered my first trip to the optometrist. I broke my piggy bank and counted 2 hundreds over ringgit...those days that were a luxurious amount !
With thta money in my purse, I ventured to the shop on my own. (Ya...I had always been independent even during my younger days). I walked into the shop, told them that I had blurr vision and I need a pair of spectacles. I underwent an eye exam...where I was brought into a room and sat on a raised up chair. A huge spectacles like machine was placed on my face.
Lenses were alternately inserted into slots through which I tried to read the small prints on the frame. At the same time, I would tell the optometrist whether the No. 1 or No. 2 lens was better, i.e., the letters were clearer.
Finally, the optometrist was satisfied with the corrective lenses for my poor vision. I was told to go outside to pick my spectacles. I was so confused to look at the arrays of spectacles on display..big, small, coloured....etc.
With an embarrassing look, I revealed to them my budget. The salesgirl was humble enough to showed me a few frames within my limited budget and also offered me a discount. Special pricing for student..I guess. Finally...I decided on a plain black one.
That was how I gotten my very first spectacles...way back in 1985.
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Blur vision
I should be having a tension free sleep last night. BUT....I did not.
Although my exams were over but I was still unable to sleep well.
Anyway...I did sleep but not the slumber type.
I woke up with a blurry vision this morning. My eyesight was a bit blur....perhaps I must had over strained my eyes reading my modules....
Almost reaching the category of the bat's blindness....no la..not that serious la.
Contact Lenses...ya..I would love to give it a try. Anyone out there can give me some opinion ab tis ?
Although my exams were over but I was still unable to sleep well.
Anyway...I did sleep but not the slumber type.
I woke up with a blurry vision this morning. My eyesight was a bit blur....perhaps I must had over strained my eyes reading my modules....
Almost reaching the category of the bat's blindness....no la..not that serious la.
Guess..it's also high time for me to replace my "century old" spectacles. It's more than 5 years already...look at that...the silver lining on the side of both frames had faded. So antique..!
I need to get a new pair this Christmas. Will make an appointment with my optometrist next week and get myself a ravishing pair ! But they aren't cheap these days...gotta keep within my budget range.
Friday, December 5, 2008
Exams~Over
END OF EXAMS.
Yeah! Finally it is all over.
Today's paper ~ "Listening and Speaking and Teaching of Listening & Speaking"...I should say it's ok la....can answer la.
No mood to talk about it...I wanna have a well deserved rest.
Final exams was a stressful period for me.
Ever-since, I took up my degree course early this year..... I experienced a number of difficulties ~juggling my many roles ~ teaching job, parental role and managing my home. I had reduced some of my tuition classes to cater some time for my studies. I had given up some of my leisure time too. It was not easy but it had to be done.
Stress...The stress began even before my final exams. There were tons of course work that had to be completed. We were often bombarded with 'heavy' assignments every semester. ... ...projects, essays and research papers.
Research papers were the toughest. This particular assignment was very stressful as I had to go round searching for facts, create a project, carry it out, collect datas and evaluate the work.
Nevertheless....I managed to get through all the assignments knowing very well that I surely get score at least a 'B'.
The week exams arrived and brought with it ....share of work and sleepless nights.
More often than not, I wasn't fully prepared for exams and so sleep was a rare commodity. I barely had more than three or four hours of sleep each night.
Exams were grueling and tiresome. I stocked up on energy drinks which kept me awake. I don't resort to caffeine though.
Without realizing...it finally ended. I was so relieved. I could finally relax and get some sleep.
The rest did not come however. Usually, I would be too relieved to even think about sleeping.
A couple of friends had came up with an idea....to celebrate the end of exams. We gathered for 'makan' to celebrate the end of exams.
Next, I will be spending the break with my son and extended family members. I am a bit tentative to spend my holidays travelling but for my boy's sake... I'm sure there'll be loads of fun for him.
Yeah! Finally it is all over.
Today's paper ~ "Listening and Speaking and Teaching of Listening & Speaking"...I should say it's ok la....can answer la.
No mood to talk about it...I wanna have a well deserved rest.
Final exams was a stressful period for me.
Ever-since, I took up my degree course early this year..... I experienced a number of difficulties ~juggling my many roles ~ teaching job, parental role and managing my home. I had reduced some of my tuition classes to cater some time for my studies. I had given up some of my leisure time too. It was not easy but it had to be done.
Stress...The stress began even before my final exams. There were tons of course work that had to be completed. We were often bombarded with 'heavy' assignments every semester. ... ...projects, essays and research papers.
Research papers were the toughest. This particular assignment was very stressful as I had to go round searching for facts, create a project, carry it out, collect datas and evaluate the work.
Nevertheless....I managed to get through all the assignments knowing very well that I surely get score at least a 'B'.
The week exams arrived and brought with it ....share of work and sleepless nights.
More often than not, I wasn't fully prepared for exams and so sleep was a rare commodity. I barely had more than three or four hours of sleep each night.
Exams were grueling and tiresome. I stocked up on energy drinks which kept me awake. I don't resort to caffeine though.
Without realizing...it finally ended. I was so relieved. I could finally relax and get some sleep.
The rest did not come however. Usually, I would be too relieved to even think about sleeping.
A couple of friends had came up with an idea....to celebrate the end of exams. We gathered for 'makan' to celebrate the end of exams.
Next, I will be spending the break with my son and extended family members. I am a bit tentative to spend my holidays travelling but for my boy's sake... I'm sure there'll be loads of fun for him.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Headmistress
As I was browsing thru my inbox, I came acrossed this post which was written last month.
I didn't post it earlier coz I was busy too engrossed with my school work as well my exams.
A week before the school holiday, I got this piece of news...quite unexpectedly.
My headmistress of seven years got transfered to another school. And we're getting a new boss..whom just got her promotion from Senior Assistant to headmistress. As this will be her first time sitting at such position. Am keeping my finger crossed about our new head.
Though my former boss was far too strict in her duties and often placed us in tight situations. However, after 7 years, I had gotten used to her ways. Many a times, she was pretty annoying and was well known as a bullying boss that make our life a misery. Normal la...
I'm well assimilated to her ways after all these years.
I kinda missed my boss.
I went back to school a couple of days ago...I met her and noticed her teary eyes. She was clearing her things in her office. I walked up to her to wish her well.....when we hugged, I was about to burst into tears but I maintained my composure....!
Suddenly I felt such sentimental. ..(I used to be somebody tough and hardly shed tears)
Well....am wondering...how would my new boss be like? Is she gonna be an angel or otherwise..?
Looks like 2009 would be a question mark to all of us....!!!!
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Reduce Tension
Completed my 3rd paper tis morning @ Pendidikan Moral Tahun 2. No comment about tis paper...all I could say is that it's a struggle to score a 'C'.
One more paper to go this Friday ~ Listening & Speaking and Teaching of Listening & Speaking. My brain is pretty exhausted rite now, I need a complete rest b4 I begin my revision for this paper....!
Hv u ever hear of "death due to over-study. The brain gotten too exhausted resulted from hard intellectual workload. One need to rest in between studies. Too much pressure will destruct the brain cells which will lead to death.
I will not put too much pressure on myself over my studies. Afterall, I know I will get my degree at the end of the day....and I don't need to be Dean Listed or a 1st Class Honours. Just a degree will do. Why susah...susah and make life so taxing..!!!
One more paper to go this Friday ~ Listening & Speaking and Teaching of Listening & Speaking. My brain is pretty exhausted rite now, I need a complete rest b4 I begin my revision for this paper....!
Hv u ever hear of "death due to over-study. The brain gotten too exhausted resulted from hard intellectual workload. One need to rest in between studies. Too much pressure will destruct the brain cells which will lead to death.
I will not put too much pressure on myself over my studies. Afterall, I know I will get my degree at the end of the day....and I don't need to be Dean Listed or a 1st Class Honours. Just a degree will do. Why susah...susah and make life so taxing..!!!
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Rain all morn
It's been raining since last night. The weather is cool ..suitable for a non working Saturday. Am able to laze around the house doing NOTHING. Managed to read two chapters tis morning. However..am still puzzled over how much has actually entered da memory storage ? Need to perform some kind of defragmentations to discard the ever so many junks in it !
Ya...I need to take a break....yes..am getting reading to go out for lunch. My boy wants to have Jap food...so we're heading to Jusco. Prefer to come here coz more variety to choose from..and after makan...I need to buy some groceries as my kitchen had already shown a sign of "OUT OF STOCK" .
X'mas and CNY around the corner...need to get some new clothes for my boy. He had out grown his old clothes.....yes..need to get him a new set of uniform.
Shopping..Shopping...Shopping
Ya...I need to take a break....yes..am getting reading to go out for lunch. My boy wants to have Jap food...so we're heading to Jusco. Prefer to come here coz more variety to choose from..and after makan...I need to buy some groceries as my kitchen had already shown a sign of "OUT OF STOCK" .
X'mas and CNY around the corner...need to get some new clothes for my boy. He had out grown his old clothes.....yes..need to get him a new set of uniform.
Shopping..Shopping...Shopping
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Exams...
I’ve just gotten home from exams...my 2nd paper @ Program Bersepadu Sekolah Sihat. This paper was slightly easier but I mixed-up my points and facts. All jumbled up. However...I think I can get at least a B for tis paper. HOPEFULLY.
Am mentally exhausted now. The jam on the bridge was swelling up as I was driving home. Perhaps a Thursday evening, many office workers decided to leave early.
Earlier I was pretty nervous as I was leading up to the exam hall. My frens ensured me that I would do fine but I wasn’t so sure.
It was frustrating that I couldn’t remember anything. I’ve always had a hard time studying for exams because I need to be in the right environment.
I can’t study at home because there are just too many distractions. I can’t study at my mum's place because it’s too quiet..(no young children around to create the screams..)
I need something with a little bit of background noise but not loud enough to be a distraction.
The best place for me was my desk at work in my library after school hours. The fan was on so there was enough noise. Once in a while, a few pupils would pop up knocking at my door seeking permission to read some thing.
Then birds would chirp by the window to keep me alert.
Usually, I managed to get a few chapters studied over here but not enough to make me feel confident that I would do well on the exam.
During the exams just now...., I skipped a few questions because I was trying to answer the question that I knew the answers well. That way, I can worry about the other questions later.
Within the first hour, I had already gone through the whole exam and answered all of the questions that I knew to be correct. After that, I simply went back and attempted to answer the remaining questions.
Part A was fairly easy if one has an idea which were basically a straight to the point questions (10 questions). I didn't know how to answer some of them but I think I managed to perform pretty well in this section.
However Part B and C were tougher as it involved synthesis and analysis type of questioning.
I attempted to read in between the lines to look for clues but to no avail. In the end, I just write whatever that came into my mind. The examiner would have a great time dishing out the points from my writings. hahaha ..am hoping to get some compassionate marks..!
After flipping back and forth the paper a few times, I managed to answer all the required question within the stipulated time of 3 hours.
I’m relieved that I’m all done with this paper but I still have another two to go next week @ Pendidikan Moral Tahun 2
Listening and Speaking and Teaching of Listening and Speaking
Hope to be able to read my modules over the weekends..!
Am mentally exhausted now. The jam on the bridge was swelling up as I was driving home. Perhaps a Thursday evening, many office workers decided to leave early.
Earlier I was pretty nervous as I was leading up to the exam hall. My frens ensured me that I would do fine but I wasn’t so sure.
It was frustrating that I couldn’t remember anything. I’ve always had a hard time studying for exams because I need to be in the right environment.
I can’t study at home because there are just too many distractions. I can’t study at my mum's place because it’s too quiet..(no young children around to create the screams..)
I need something with a little bit of background noise but not loud enough to be a distraction.
The best place for me was my desk at work in my library after school hours. The fan was on so there was enough noise. Once in a while, a few pupils would pop up knocking at my door seeking permission to read some thing.
Then birds would chirp by the window to keep me alert.
Usually, I managed to get a few chapters studied over here but not enough to make me feel confident that I would do well on the exam.
During the exams just now...., I skipped a few questions because I was trying to answer the question that I knew the answers well. That way, I can worry about the other questions later.
Within the first hour, I had already gone through the whole exam and answered all of the questions that I knew to be correct. After that, I simply went back and attempted to answer the remaining questions.
Part A was fairly easy if one has an idea which were basically a straight to the point questions (10 questions). I didn't know how to answer some of them but I think I managed to perform pretty well in this section.
However Part B and C were tougher as it involved synthesis and analysis type of questioning.
I attempted to read in between the lines to look for clues but to no avail. In the end, I just write whatever that came into my mind. The examiner would have a great time dishing out the points from my writings. hahaha ..am hoping to get some compassionate marks..!
After flipping back and forth the paper a few times, I managed to answer all the required question within the stipulated time of 3 hours.
I’m relieved that I’m all done with this paper but I still have another two to go next week @ Pendidikan Moral Tahun 2
Listening and Speaking and Teaching of Listening and Speaking
Hope to be able to read my modules over the weekends..!
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Coffin Ritual
Do I really need to lie in a coffin to ward off back luck? Looks likely...
Yesterday's paper was tough. Whatever I studied...didn't come out..! Instead those topics which I ignored were abundance. I was actually using my prior knowledge and common sense in answering those questions. Hopefully..."compassionate marks" will be awarded for creative writing...haha..
I felt so damn exhausted last night. Never before has an exam taken so much out of me. I had 3 hours to complete the paper and i thought I would need the full three hours but after two hours, I was done. I was practically unable to answer most of them....
I couldn’t study during the days before because I was preoccupied with stuff so everything that I was reading wasn’t sticking. I had to read over everything that I’ve read over and again. I would spend hours on one chapter and have nothing memorized. It was frustrating that I couldn’t remember anything.
I'll be making an appointment for the 'coffin ritual' soon. ...with the hope that the rest of my papers would be "peanut"..if not any 'nuts' will do just fine. I haven't been studying religiously coz I'm unable to concentrate and perhaps my rustic brain is not efficient like those younger days. It can absorb a certain percentage of facts only.
My next paper will be on Thursday @ Program Bersepadu Sekolah Sihat. Lots of terms to remember. I opted for the mnemonic system to aid memory. Guess I'm exercising both parts of my brain.
No matter how hard I study..I can't seem to remember much !
I need some luck and I am heading to the 'coffin ritual'... hahahaha....lying on my bed cocoon underneath my blanket. The weather is inviting as it's raining outside..the temperature is just right for a good night sleep. Will wake up later..maybe 4am to study. Perhaps with a replenished energy, I could concentrate better.
Yesterday's paper was tough. Whatever I studied...didn't come out..! Instead those topics which I ignored were abundance. I was actually using my prior knowledge and common sense in answering those questions. Hopefully..."compassionate marks" will be awarded for creative writing...haha..
I felt so damn exhausted last night. Never before has an exam taken so much out of me. I had 3 hours to complete the paper and i thought I would need the full three hours but after two hours, I was done. I was practically unable to answer most of them....
I couldn’t study during the days before because I was preoccupied with stuff so everything that I was reading wasn’t sticking. I had to read over everything that I’ve read over and again. I would spend hours on one chapter and have nothing memorized. It was frustrating that I couldn’t remember anything.
I'll be making an appointment for the 'coffin ritual' soon. ...with the hope that the rest of my papers would be "peanut"..if not any 'nuts' will do just fine. I haven't been studying religiously coz I'm unable to concentrate and perhaps my rustic brain is not efficient like those younger days. It can absorb a certain percentage of facts only.
My next paper will be on Thursday @ Program Bersepadu Sekolah Sihat. Lots of terms to remember. I opted for the mnemonic system to aid memory. Guess I'm exercising both parts of my brain.
No matter how hard I study..I can't seem to remember much !
I need some luck and I am heading to the 'coffin ritual'... hahahaha....lying on my bed cocoon underneath my blanket. The weather is inviting as it's raining outside..the temperature is just right for a good night sleep. Will wake up later..maybe 4am to study. Perhaps with a replenished energy, I could concentrate better.
Monday, November 24, 2008
The Coffin
Woke up early today. Can't sleep...too worry.
I'll be going over to USM for my exams later today. I'll leave early to avoid traffic jams on the bridge. Today's my 1st paper ~ Language Description.
Can or cannot...I still have to face it.
Feel like going to Thailand to experience the much sought after 'coffin ritual' to ward off bad luck. Is it true that sleeping in a rectangular box would 'wash away' the bad lucks... ?
I think I would get claustrophobic if I really sleep in it like a dead person. I had never liken the sight of coffin ever since a child. I got this eerie feelings whenever I see one. And I am always scared to go near one except for my beloved dad's. The fear diminished when I lost my daddy.
So...if sleeping in a coffin would make me get thru all my exams with flying colours, I think I would still not do it. .....haha...Hey am I so superstitious !!!!
Looks like I'm too engrossed with my exams.....and am desperately seeking for an escapism. Wish me luck...will you ?
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Hour Glass
Everything changes as one gets older. The most apparent is the body….especially for women. Child bearing has taken a toll on our once svelte contour. The breasts sag. The buttocks droop. The stomach bulges. And the thighs thunder.
In order to reverse the clock, many opt to go plastic. Braving oneself to go under the knife. Seeking the professionals at beauty parlours. Visiting the gyms. Paying a hefty sums to the experts. Well…..that only if one have the extra cash !
For those who don’t…. Embark on a healthy diet….Perform exercises within one’s capacity and ability. It does help a lil bit.
I had a conversation with a few middle aged ladies the other day. They were complaining about their husbands’ infidelity. One of the reasons, their significant half strayed was due to their looks. The doubled size they gained as they aged. The once upon a time beautiful sexy body disappeared over the years. Now you could only see a jumbo… instead of a slender mousedeer.
If you're reading this post and want to give your views... feel free to leave your comments in this blog.
You guys strayed because your wives lost their beauty. She is not longer appealing to you. You lost your libido because she isn’t attractive enough to harden your stuff ? You need a younger woman to satisfied your needs. Is that so?
It is real disgusting to see old men parading on the streets with ladies half his age. The men with protruding belly, grayish top….hands in hands with a partner whom is young enough to call him daddy ! How disguisting…!!!!!!
Hey all husbands….remember the sacrifices your wives made. She has to endure a string of pregnancies to bear your off springs so that you could make your mother proud…carry down your family heir. This child bearing duty is the culprit that expanded her waistline. On top of that, she has to neglect her beauty regime to cater to the needs of your children, the household, her career…..All these has great impact of her.
Her breasts sag is because she milks your child.
Her tummy bulges is because she produces your offsprings.
Her wrinkles appear is because she worries about you and children.
Her eyes darken is because she barely sleeps to keep the household running.
Her weight increases because the household chores keeps her away from exercise.
Her hands roughen because she cleans after you.
Her down under loosen because you over-serviced her.
So Mr. Men, aren’t your feeling guilty for neglecting your other half ? Show some appreciations to the woman of your life. Without her, your suroundings would be full of junks. Your life would be topsy turvy.
Go and get her a bouquet of flowers today. This will definitely draw a smile on her face. And for yours truly, please get white lilies. I dislikes those thorny roses.
Another suggestion, perhaps you could also present her with a set of “her bestfriend”…come on you aren’t that naïve, don’t you? Women’s bestfriend also you don’t know ah..?
Alright, go to any search engine…type “Woman’s Bestfriend”, and see what’s the answer.
I’m sure you men do have your own view point on this matter…“Men from Mars, women from Venus” …give your responses in my comment column at the bottom of this page. Look out for the comment icon, click and write something..!
In order to reverse the clock, many opt to go plastic. Braving oneself to go under the knife. Seeking the professionals at beauty parlours. Visiting the gyms. Paying a hefty sums to the experts. Well…..that only if one have the extra cash !
For those who don’t…. Embark on a healthy diet….Perform exercises within one’s capacity and ability. It does help a lil bit.
I had a conversation with a few middle aged ladies the other day. They were complaining about their husbands’ infidelity. One of the reasons, their significant half strayed was due to their looks. The doubled size they gained as they aged. The once upon a time beautiful sexy body disappeared over the years. Now you could only see a jumbo… instead of a slender mousedeer.
If you're reading this post and want to give your views... feel free to leave your comments in this blog.
You guys strayed because your wives lost their beauty. She is not longer appealing to you. You lost your libido because she isn’t attractive enough to harden your stuff ? You need a younger woman to satisfied your needs. Is that so?
It is real disgusting to see old men parading on the streets with ladies half his age. The men with protruding belly, grayish top….hands in hands with a partner whom is young enough to call him daddy ! How disguisting…!!!!!!
Hey all husbands….remember the sacrifices your wives made. She has to endure a string of pregnancies to bear your off springs so that you could make your mother proud…carry down your family heir. This child bearing duty is the culprit that expanded her waistline. On top of that, she has to neglect her beauty regime to cater to the needs of your children, the household, her career…..All these has great impact of her.
Her breasts sag is because she milks your child.
Her tummy bulges is because she produces your offsprings.
Her wrinkles appear is because she worries about you and children.
Her eyes darken is because she barely sleeps to keep the household running.
Her weight increases because the household chores keeps her away from exercise.
Her hands roughen because she cleans after you.
Her down under loosen because you over-serviced her.
So Mr. Men, aren’t your feeling guilty for neglecting your other half ? Show some appreciations to the woman of your life. Without her, your suroundings would be full of junks. Your life would be topsy turvy.
Go and get her a bouquet of flowers today. This will definitely draw a smile on her face. And for yours truly, please get white lilies. I dislikes those thorny roses.
Another suggestion, perhaps you could also present her with a set of “her bestfriend”…come on you aren’t that naïve, don’t you? Women’s bestfriend also you don’t know ah..?
Alright, go to any search engine…type “Woman’s Bestfriend”, and see what’s the answer.
I’m sure you men do have your own view point on this matter…“Men from Mars, women from Venus” …give your responses in my comment column at the bottom of this page. Look out for the comment icon, click and write something..!
Friday, November 21, 2008
Sugar Daddy
A few days back, I came acrossed this "uncle" probably in his 60s ..judging from his balding top, overweight and wrinkled face. He was talking very loudly on his HP as if he was the only one existing. His saliva was like splashing all over his phone. Yucky...
What so big deal about this uncle?
Well...This old uncle was with a very, very young damsel. Damsel in distress or a gold digger..?She looked like foreigner..Vietnamese or Cambodian.
The uncle had just done some shopping with her as there were several shopping bags beside them. Wow...those items were branded stuff as shown by the bags.
I was having a meal with a friend at Black Canyon. And this uncle and his mate walked in. Perhaps they took decided to have some refreshments after their shopping spree.
What made me notice this uncle was his loud speaker voice. Guess, he's a businessman engaging in some business deal over the phone with his prospective client. He blurted lots of vulgar words in between the conversation....a real China Ah Pek. Disgusting.
Coming back to his young foreign dolly. This uncle must be buying her heart with lots of gifts. So many expensive gifts....who would want to reject a gold mine ? Of course, this uncle sure do have another agenda on his mine. He showered her with assortment of gifts with the hope of getting a favor from her. He would definitely wants her to 'service him' at the end of the day. U know, I know..needless me to elaborate.
Well, I'm trying to be nice and would not use the extreme words to describe this uncle. However, it is very obvious that the relationship is very very wrong. I can see from their body languages, they are not father and daughter nor boss and foreign worker or a husband and wife. The picture is clearly drawn that they are "curi-curi lovers". And very sure, this uncle has a wife and grown up children at home.
I heard whisper from a two ladies at the next table, "See la..."Old man with China doll..............Lau Heio..gatal !”
“Yalor, so disgusting. Twitching like that, must have taken overdose of veeagra liao".
Padan muka if get fake ones, lagi best if the nerves also gets damaged....if kena Aids .....ko ka ho..... hor ee chye si"
Hello Uncle....you need to stand before a full length mirror and look thoroughly at the reflection before you start to chase after skirts.
What would your family...wife and children think about your secret rendezvous?
What would your poor old wife feels when you sparingly spent all your savings on a young girl half your age. Do you know this word "Embarrassment" ?
My questions..
Look around. How many men past their expiry dates are hooking up with foreign women?
For these women, of course it is good that they leave their poverty stricken homeland and come here to make a living, irrespective how they earned it. It's a fortune, if they managed to hook a big arowana with their powerful bait.
For the old men, sure they enjoy their new found dollies, all thanks to the blue pill.
Meanwhile...I wonder, how many marriages are ruined by these imported dollies?
Is it okay for an old man to leave his old wife and find a "newly imported" girlfriend for sex?
And if you are the old wife, will you forgive such 'dirty donkey' back into your life when he was sucked dry by his foreign dollies?
What say you ?
What so big deal about this uncle?
Well...This old uncle was with a very, very young damsel. Damsel in distress or a gold digger..?She looked like foreigner..Vietnamese or Cambodian.
The uncle had just done some shopping with her as there were several shopping bags beside them. Wow...those items were branded stuff as shown by the bags.
I was having a meal with a friend at Black Canyon. And this uncle and his mate walked in. Perhaps they took decided to have some refreshments after their shopping spree.
What made me notice this uncle was his loud speaker voice. Guess, he's a businessman engaging in some business deal over the phone with his prospective client. He blurted lots of vulgar words in between the conversation....a real China Ah Pek. Disgusting.
Coming back to his young foreign dolly. This uncle must be buying her heart with lots of gifts. So many expensive gifts....who would want to reject a gold mine ? Of course, this uncle sure do have another agenda on his mine. He showered her with assortment of gifts with the hope of getting a favor from her. He would definitely wants her to 'service him' at the end of the day. U know, I know..needless me to elaborate.
Well, I'm trying to be nice and would not use the extreme words to describe this uncle. However, it is very obvious that the relationship is very very wrong. I can see from their body languages, they are not father and daughter nor boss and foreign worker or a husband and wife. The picture is clearly drawn that they are "curi-curi lovers". And very sure, this uncle has a wife and grown up children at home.
I heard whisper from a two ladies at the next table, "See la..."Old man with China doll..............Lau Heio..gatal !”
“Yalor, so disgusting. Twitching like that, must have taken overdose of veeagra liao".
Padan muka if get fake ones, lagi best if the nerves also gets damaged....if kena Aids .....ko ka ho..... hor ee chye si"
Hello Uncle....you need to stand before a full length mirror and look thoroughly at the reflection before you start to chase after skirts.
What would your family...wife and children think about your secret rendezvous?
What would your poor old wife feels when you sparingly spent all your savings on a young girl half your age. Do you know this word "Embarrassment" ?
My questions..
Look around. How many men past their expiry dates are hooking up with foreign women?
For these women, of course it is good that they leave their poverty stricken homeland and come here to make a living, irrespective how they earned it. It's a fortune, if they managed to hook a big arowana with their powerful bait.
For the old men, sure they enjoy their new found dollies, all thanks to the blue pill.
Meanwhile...I wonder, how many marriages are ruined by these imported dollies?
Is it okay for an old man to leave his old wife and find a "newly imported" girlfriend for sex?
And if you are the old wife, will you forgive such 'dirty donkey' back into your life when he was sucked dry by his foreign dollies?
What say you ?
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Stressed Damsels In Distress
A fox saw a crow flying off with a piece of meat in it's beak and settled on a tree branch.
"That's for me, for I am the mighty Fox",he quipped.
"Good day, Miss Pretty Crow", he cried.
"How well you are looking today…..your feathers so glossy…..your eyes sparkle !
I feel sure your voice must surpass that of other birds,
just as your figure does.
Let me hear but one song from you
that I may greet you as the Queen of Birds".
The Crow lifted up her head and began to caw her best but the moment she opened her mouth the piece of meat fell to the ground….only to be snapped by the cunning Fox.
"That will do," said he.
"That was all I wanted".
In exchange for your meat I will give you a piece of advice for the future.
"Do not trust flatterers".
All women should take note the moral of this story.
Most recently, many ladies were reported to be conned by men. Some were blackmailed by their so caled male partners ~ nude pics. These women were blinded by the gentlemen gestures.....unaware of their intentions. "Ada udang sebalik batu"
Quote a newspaper report few days ago, "a forty something lady manager was conned RM7K by her cyber casanova ! Believing that he really loved her and their relationship was real...she banked in cash into his account !"
A true example of damsels in distress.
Nowadays, it's hard to find genuine love.
The chances and possibilities of befriending decent guys are pretty slim for single women esp for those in their "advanced age".
As the good guys are either taken or perhaps in heaven now. haha
What say you ?
"That's for me, for I am the mighty Fox",he quipped.
"Good day, Miss Pretty Crow", he cried.
"How well you are looking today…..your feathers so glossy…..your eyes sparkle !
I feel sure your voice must surpass that of other birds,
just as your figure does.
Let me hear but one song from you
that I may greet you as the Queen of Birds".
The Crow lifted up her head and began to caw her best but the moment she opened her mouth the piece of meat fell to the ground….only to be snapped by the cunning Fox.
"That will do," said he.
"That was all I wanted".
In exchange for your meat I will give you a piece of advice for the future.
"Do not trust flatterers".
All women should take note the moral of this story.
Most recently, many ladies were reported to be conned by men. Some were blackmailed by their so caled male partners ~ nude pics. These women were blinded by the gentlemen gestures.....unaware of their intentions. "Ada udang sebalik batu"
Quote a newspaper report few days ago, "a forty something lady manager was conned RM7K by her cyber casanova ! Believing that he really loved her and their relationship was real...she banked in cash into his account !"
A true example of damsels in distress.
Nowadays, it's hard to find genuine love.
The chances and possibilities of befriending decent guys are pretty slim for single women esp for those in their "advanced age".
As the good guys are either taken or perhaps in heaven now. haha
What say you ?
Monday, November 17, 2008
Exams around the corner
Still have one more week left before I sit for my semester final exam. Haven't been studying much, coz year end lots of work in school. So many reports to summit. Moreover, the past one month, I had been concentrating on my assignments. Hoping to get good grades this sem, to increase my CGPA. Ann Boleh spirit.
This sem, will be taking these papers.
24th Nov ~ Language Description
27th Nov ~ Program Bersepadu Sekolah Sihat
2nd Dec ~ Pendidikan Moral Tahun 2
5th Dec ~ Listening and Speaking and Teaching of L/S
Luckily, I have a couple of days in between those papers, at least I could catch up on some readings. Meanwhile, the postings in my blog will be temporary interupted...no smooth flow. However, it depends on my mood and inspirations to write.
Wish me luck...and pray for my success.
This sem, will be taking these papers.
24th Nov ~ Language Description
27th Nov ~ Program Bersepadu Sekolah Sihat
2nd Dec ~ Pendidikan Moral Tahun 2
5th Dec ~ Listening and Speaking and Teaching of L/S
Luckily, I have a couple of days in between those papers, at least I could catch up on some readings. Meanwhile, the postings in my blog will be temporary interupted...no smooth flow. However, it depends on my mood and inspirations to write.
Wish me luck...and pray for my success.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Viagra for brain
Exams just a couple of days away but I'm still doing nothing about it. Can't concentrate at all. perhaps, I'm both physically and mentally dehydrated ! Totally burnt out. Mind was dog-tired but unable to enjoy a good night sleep. Neither suffering suffering from insomnia nor over indulgence of caffeine.
Don't know why...maybe too stressed. Oh gosh...what should I do?
Tonight, I'm practically brain dead and I could feel my body weakening. Could all of that stress be the cause of this ?
I think I should take a proper rest now (best to ignore everything). Tomorrow still have to attend my last tutorial. Another boring day....as usual my lecturers would be babbling in front and I would be day dreaming behind.
So now,I am sitting here, writing, thinking of things to relieve myself. Any good stress relievers?Got any remedy to relieve stress ah ? Perhaps blogging could help a lil.
Can someone please recommend "Veegra" for strong powerful brain....so that I can absorb everything that I studied....
Don't know why...maybe too stressed. Oh gosh...what should I do?
Tonight, I'm practically brain dead and I could feel my body weakening. Could all of that stress be the cause of this ?
I think I should take a proper rest now (best to ignore everything). Tomorrow still have to attend my last tutorial. Another boring day....as usual my lecturers would be babbling in front and I would be day dreaming behind.
So now,I am sitting here, writing, thinking of things to relieve myself. Any good stress relievers?Got any remedy to relieve stress ah ? Perhaps blogging could help a lil.
Can someone please recommend "Veegra" for strong powerful brain....so that I can absorb everything that I studied....
Friday, November 14, 2008
Contributions
Judging from the rate of my posting, you can say that I haven’t been blogging as often as I used to. Surely there is no lack of motivation nor ideas…but simply lack of time. "Time ain't enough". I was so tied up with my studies esp my assignments that I hardly have time to log into my blog.
As today 14th November is the last day of school for 2008, let me share a lil bit about my job. Not teaching though.... but my contributions to my present school. You see as a Library teacher, I teach less but concentrate more on the administrative of the school resource centre. In malay, it's Guru Perpustakaan dan Media. This is a new post introduced by the Ministry. I was officially appointed in 2005.
Back to my school punya cerita.....
I am the one of the pioneer teachers (at that time only 15 of us including my headmistress and 3 senior assistants) in my current school which was opened in 2002. All of us started from scratch. A new school with bare building, empty classrooms and bald field. The furnitures started to arrive as soon as school commences in January that year. Too bad, I didn't take any photos then...or else I could post them here so that we can make some comparisons.
I was in charged of the school Resource Centre..aka Library. It was a huge hall situated on the 2nd floor of Block B. The size is equivalent to 4 classrooms. Imagine how big it is..? It was completely bare when I first step into this building. Nothing except the windows, doors and air conds.
I was telling myself.."Oh gosh..how am I going to set up this library. I have no experience what-so-ever in this field ! First timer..!"
And that was history.... And today..after 7 years of hardwork...my school Library looked like this. All because of Ann's punya effort...la. Give some due credits to me...will you? Of course..there's still rooms for improvement. Thus far, I'm proud of my job. I'll let the pictures do the talking.
Wanna comment anything..?
"Happy holidays."
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Blessed
My ex classmates are a group of successful people....in terms of career and educational backgrounds. I've got in touch with them only recently where we got to link to one another thru online facility. I have seen them a couple of times for lunches and dinners.
Initially, I felt that I wasn't really belonged in this social circle and my feelings of not belonging were strong. Many of these friends come from generations of money. Most of them are successful in their respective fields. I can't help but feel ashamed about my level of education. Even though, my friends never compare our backgrounds but I was still feeling left out.
They all have great educations and have had fond memories of university be it locally or abroad. Most of them are over-achievers and really have their acts together. Most of them have bachelor's degrees, masters and are in a good income bracket.
Yes, I admit that I did have insecurities and some low self esteem.
But I no longer have that kind of feelings now. I won't refrain from socializing with them as I do have a lot of fun with them and they are very nice and I do believe they like me. Although, we are different in terms of educational backgrounds but we could get along pretty well. We have similar wave length and chemistry.
Well....I am proud of my job. Noble job. As a matter of fact, I'm nurturing the future generations. And I'll be getting my degree soon and perhaps a master in the near future...(haha). Therefore, I shouldn't have looked down on my ability as well as capability.
Quote.."Material possessions don't bring happiness".
Oh, well.... there is quite a lot of evidence indicating that, sure enough, money doesn't buy happiness -- or at least the rich are happier than you and I but not very much so.
I quote this..
Some researchers said, "when one is carefully control for other things, more money actually does not make people a bit happier". Being married is far more important than being rich; having a job is much more important than how much the job pays.
Initially, I felt that I wasn't really belonged in this social circle and my feelings of not belonging were strong. Many of these friends come from generations of money. Most of them are successful in their respective fields. I can't help but feel ashamed about my level of education. Even though, my friends never compare our backgrounds but I was still feeling left out.
They all have great educations and have had fond memories of university be it locally or abroad. Most of them are over-achievers and really have their acts together. Most of them have bachelor's degrees, masters and are in a good income bracket.
Yes, I admit that I did have insecurities and some low self esteem.
But I no longer have that kind of feelings now. I won't refrain from socializing with them as I do have a lot of fun with them and they are very nice and I do believe they like me. Although, we are different in terms of educational backgrounds but we could get along pretty well. We have similar wave length and chemistry.
Well....I am proud of my job. Noble job. As a matter of fact, I'm nurturing the future generations. And I'll be getting my degree soon and perhaps a master in the near future...(haha). Therefore, I shouldn't have looked down on my ability as well as capability.
Quote.."Material possessions don't bring happiness".
Oh, well.... there is quite a lot of evidence indicating that, sure enough, money doesn't buy happiness -- or at least the rich are happier than you and I but not very much so.
I quote this..
Some researchers said, "when one is carefully control for other things, more money actually does not make people a bit happier". Being married is far more important than being rich; having a job is much more important than how much the job pays.
Now..I feel blessed that I have a loving son, caring family, decent job which provide me with comfortable living and most importantly a healthy body.
What else could I ask more..?Wednesday, November 12, 2008
First Blogging Anniversary
Today is the 1st anniversary of annlim07@blogspot.com. Yup..I managed to keep this blog kicking although initially it started out as a play-play thing. Honestly, I didn't expect that I could maintain this blog for this long as basically I am not a keen blogger. I am not a good writer either. I don't think I have much to write or tell..!
Anway..I manage to hit the 1st year...and hopefully..I can keep up the blogging job. It was fun to be able to pour out my feelings here. A punching bag of kind. I have learnt a few things after joining the blogs world. One thing for sure..creating a post aren't easy. Although they are not easy but they can be extremely rewarding.
I want to utter a massive thanks to everyone for reading and commenting on my blog. It has been great to post and at the same time receiving your feedbacks over this one year.
Thank you.
Anway..I manage to hit the 1st year...and hopefully..I can keep up the blogging job. It was fun to be able to pour out my feelings here. A punching bag of kind. I have learnt a few things after joining the blogs world. One thing for sure..creating a post aren't easy. Although they are not easy but they can be extremely rewarding.
I want to utter a massive thanks to everyone for reading and commenting on my blog. It has been great to post and at the same time receiving your feedbacks over this one year.
Thank you.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Desire
I started out late but that doesn't mean I am a slow learner.. coz eventually I will catch up with my buddies. Ya....
Basically, I'm not someone whom is academically inclined. I was a slow learner during my sch days. Every child or student has a button switch that need to be trigger before he or she could move forward. Mine was very much hidden until my late 30s...where it was switched on .......when I woke up one morning and decided to go for a change. I want to further my studies. I want to get a degree. I want to upgrade myself to another scale...and don't wish to end up in my present position.
With that burning desire, I placed my application for a distance learning prog. To my suprised, I got a place at OUM, a joint ventured with Ministry Of Education.
Thus far, I hv already completed 3 semesters.....and will be graduating in 2011. Still a long way but I'm adamant that I will pull thru it.
Am I still suffering from inferiority complex like a few days ago..? I guess NOT.
Basically, I'm not someone whom is academically inclined. I was a slow learner during my sch days. Every child or student has a button switch that need to be trigger before he or she could move forward. Mine was very much hidden until my late 30s...where it was switched on .......when I woke up one morning and decided to go for a change. I want to further my studies. I want to get a degree. I want to upgrade myself to another scale...and don't wish to end up in my present position.
With that burning desire, I placed my application for a distance learning prog. To my suprised, I got a place at OUM, a joint ventured with Ministry Of Education.
Thus far, I hv already completed 3 semesters.....and will be graduating in 2011. Still a long way but I'm adamant that I will pull thru it.
Am I still suffering from inferiority complex like a few days ago..? I guess NOT.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
I.C Syndrome
Inferiority Complex syndrome...hmmmm ! Yup...I seemed to be suffering from it immensely.
Inferiority complex is implanted in me..... filled with insecurities where I constantly bring myself down. I always view myself as inferior and others as superior.
Guess I need to emancipate myself from this "mental slavery"...! Need to overcome it.
The recent reunion was a bit hard for me to swallow. I was overwhelmed with self conscious. Many of my friends are successful in their choice of careers..I can say all of them. I felt rather small compared to them...
Most of my buddies had graduated at 23-24 but I'm just starting to get one at 36..!
There's nothing more depressing than thinking they're already off at their careers ..climbing up the corporate ladders.....almost reaching the peaks....while I'm stuck here with my teaching job.... I feel inferior.
Well..it takes some guts to write what I just blogged about. But I'm blurting it out here....straight from my heart. Am I suffering from inferiority complex..?
Inferiority complex is implanted in me..... filled with insecurities where I constantly bring myself down. I always view myself as inferior and others as superior.
Guess I need to emancipate myself from this "mental slavery"...! Need to overcome it.
The recent reunion was a bit hard for me to swallow. I was overwhelmed with self conscious. Many of my friends are successful in their choice of careers..I can say all of them. I felt rather small compared to them...
Most of my buddies had graduated at 23-24 but I'm just starting to get one at 36..!
There's nothing more depressing than thinking they're already off at their careers ..climbing up the corporate ladders.....almost reaching the peaks....while I'm stuck here with my teaching job.... I feel inferior.
Well..it takes some guts to write what I just blogged about. But I'm blurting it out here....straight from my heart. Am I suffering from inferiority complex..?
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Reunion
An eagle flew down and caught a sheep with it’s majestic claws and flew away.
A crow was watching with amazement.
“What a brave bird with great strength! I think I can also do what the eagle just did”, thought the crow.
Therefore, it flew to a group of sheep. He tried to grab a sheep but failed. The cries of the sheep attracted the shepherd. The shepherd caught him instead.
He was placed in a cage. He was sad because he could not fly freely like his peers now. The crow regretted doing something which was beyond his ability.
The crow did not realize that he was much smaller and weaker than the eagle.
Moral of the story…..“Do something which is within your means.”
Another story...
I attended a reunion date of sort with my former schoolmates recently. We have lost touch with each other for almost 20 years. We went separate ways to pursue our dreams and career after SPM in 1988. Yup….20 years already. Time flies.
Though it was great to be able to meet my “Lau Peng Yew” but I felt a lil embarrass and small….as I noticed many of my friends hold important and high positions in their respective jobs. There are two doctor, several engineers, bankers, managers, lecturers…..and I’m just an ordinary school teacher. Some were based in overseas like UK, Australia, China and Kuala Lumpur. And me…still remained in a small township called Butterworth. The furthest over~the~sea that I go is “Pulau Pinang”. What a contrast..!
My friends are mostly graduates with MBAs or at least a degree. Meanwhile I’m still struggling with my FIRST degree at the ripe ol age of 36. Perhaps, I was suffering from low self esteem..huh.!
Low self esteem…was I ?
Back to the Crow story. Years ago, I was unable to further my studies due to the many constrains..(financial, opportunity, commitment…etc). Therefore, it’s not too late for me to do it now even though I’m at such advance age. As a mature student, probably I have the advantages over my peers, whereby I’m able to apply theories with my experiences.
Therefore… it’s still correct for me to say ……..“Do something which is within your means.” . I don’t wanna be like the poor crow.
We emerged from the same school…the similar level then. Right after our SPM, we ventured out to further our studies with some to Form 6, Pre U, Colleges,….and handful started working. But now you see the vast differences…most of them turned out to be successful and prominent figures. Some are more successful than the others.
Career wise…I can say that all are successful including yours truly la. No bad what holding a noble job like teaching. (self proclaimed…..pacifying myself a lil bit la.)
Some are happily married, while others were once upon a time happily married. A few choose to remain solo. Some with kids in tow, some still childless, some decided not to have any (to avoid responsibilities and headache). No comment on this. Everyone has their rights to decide what is good for them.
During the meeting, all of us were happy to be able to get in touch after such a long break. 20 years…macam macam can happened !
You could see the happiness in us when we embraced each other. The surprised looks…the wah……oh……woooo…..just like the sweet 17 we were once like..!
We still looked the same except the extra pounds we gained over the years due to childbirth and age. And also the extra lines on our forehead as we matured. Other than that…..we’re still the young energetic 17 year old.
All of us parted with a vow that night. We promised to keep in touch with each other. Gatherings like this would definitely be an annual affair.
A crow was watching with amazement.
“What a brave bird with great strength! I think I can also do what the eagle just did”, thought the crow.
Therefore, it flew to a group of sheep. He tried to grab a sheep but failed. The cries of the sheep attracted the shepherd. The shepherd caught him instead.
He was placed in a cage. He was sad because he could not fly freely like his peers now. The crow regretted doing something which was beyond his ability.
The crow did not realize that he was much smaller and weaker than the eagle.
Moral of the story…..“Do something which is within your means.”
Another story...
I attended a reunion date of sort with my former schoolmates recently. We have lost touch with each other for almost 20 years. We went separate ways to pursue our dreams and career after SPM in 1988. Yup….20 years already. Time flies.
Though it was great to be able to meet my “Lau Peng Yew” but I felt a lil embarrass and small….as I noticed many of my friends hold important and high positions in their respective jobs. There are two doctor, several engineers, bankers, managers, lecturers…..and I’m just an ordinary school teacher. Some were based in overseas like UK, Australia, China and Kuala Lumpur. And me…still remained in a small township called Butterworth. The furthest over~the~sea that I go is “Pulau Pinang”. What a contrast..!
My friends are mostly graduates with MBAs or at least a degree. Meanwhile I’m still struggling with my FIRST degree at the ripe ol age of 36. Perhaps, I was suffering from low self esteem..huh.!
Low self esteem…was I ?
Back to the Crow story. Years ago, I was unable to further my studies due to the many constrains..(financial, opportunity, commitment…etc). Therefore, it’s not too late for me to do it now even though I’m at such advance age. As a mature student, probably I have the advantages over my peers, whereby I’m able to apply theories with my experiences.
Therefore… it’s still correct for me to say ……..“Do something which is within your means.” . I don’t wanna be like the poor crow.
We emerged from the same school…the similar level then. Right after our SPM, we ventured out to further our studies with some to Form 6, Pre U, Colleges,….and handful started working. But now you see the vast differences…most of them turned out to be successful and prominent figures. Some are more successful than the others.
Career wise…I can say that all are successful including yours truly la. No bad what holding a noble job like teaching. (self proclaimed…..pacifying myself a lil bit la.)
Some are happily married, while others were once upon a time happily married. A few choose to remain solo. Some with kids in tow, some still childless, some decided not to have any (to avoid responsibilities and headache). No comment on this. Everyone has their rights to decide what is good for them.
During the meeting, all of us were happy to be able to get in touch after such a long break. 20 years…macam macam can happened !
You could see the happiness in us when we embraced each other. The surprised looks…the wah……oh……woooo…..just like the sweet 17 we were once like..!
We still looked the same except the extra pounds we gained over the years due to childbirth and age. And also the extra lines on our forehead as we matured. Other than that…..we’re still the young energetic 17 year old.
All of us parted with a vow that night. We promised to keep in touch with each other. Gatherings like this would definitely be an annual affair.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Sore Throat Gone
Sore Throat finally gone.....I'd had a sore throat for the past few days or so. Normally all I have to do is increase my water intake, suck on a lozenge and try to get extra sleep and that does the trick.
The sores hurt like crazy when I tried to speak. It was severe on Sunday...when I was attending my tutorial.
Anyway, it was almost gone yesterday and today I truly feel free. Hooray! So glad to be done with that! Oh, I forgot, I also tried gargling with salt in water which ended up being too spicy for me but I also put some salt in my can of coke.... which did seem to have a positive effect.
Now..I'm all hale and healthy. I managed to emerge from laryngitis unscathed..! I lost my sexy voice...
This will be my last post on sore throat.
I have this info to share.
When body is under stress, one need more Vitamin C than usual. A glass of orange juice will provide the extra supply. Dehydration is a nother source of stress~drink plenty of water throughout the day... ...yes plain water ; not caffeine ! Exercising actually burns up stress chemical accumulating in the body. After the vigorous activity, the body feels more relaxed and energetic.
The sores hurt like crazy when I tried to speak. It was severe on Sunday...when I was attending my tutorial.
Anyway, it was almost gone yesterday and today I truly feel free. Hooray! So glad to be done with that! Oh, I forgot, I also tried gargling with salt in water which ended up being too spicy for me but I also put some salt in my can of coke.... which did seem to have a positive effect.
Now..I'm all hale and healthy. I managed to emerge from laryngitis unscathed..! I lost my sexy voice...
This will be my last post on sore throat.
I have this info to share.
When body is under stress, one need more Vitamin C than usual. A glass of orange juice will provide the extra supply. Dehydration is a nother source of stress~drink plenty of water throughout the day... ...yes plain water ; not caffeine ! Exercising actually burns up stress chemical accumulating in the body. After the vigorous activity, the body feels more relaxed and energetic.
Monday, November 3, 2008
The Voice
My voice is hoarse after a bout with sore throat and I kinda like it as it sounded so sexy. Husky voice…wow very sexy..! Yesterday was bad…my voice was so scratchy. And of course the terrible pain I had to endure....due to soreness in my inner throat. Each time, I utter a word, the ulcers were obstructing my voice.. and causes the pain.
So I kept swallowing litres of water the entire day and practically ate nothing solid. My voice recovered after a complete rest today. As today is a holiday, I slept throughout the day…long hours. After preparing lunch and settled my boy off to school. I hibernated in my room.... like the polars in winter.....oblivious to my surroundings!
If not for my tuition, I would have resumed my sleep till the next morning. No..la…too much sleep tends to make me dizzy. I was up and awake by late evening to prepare dinner. Due to my poor appetite, I made two simple dish. Though my boy is a picky but he seems to cooperate at this time..when his mummy is sick ! He's indeed an obedient child. Mummy sayang you..muaaahhhh !
My voice is at the recovery stage. I talk less during my tuition class just now. One of my student even commented on my hoarse voice. She said I sounded like the late Anita Mui. Wow… “Ann Mui”..the soprano ! Thanks to my laryngitis, I’ve gotten such soothy vocal cords minus the high C..... Hahaha.
The truth is… I hardly spoken much today. It’s still painful to talk. Ouch..my throat !
A big fish will not get into trouble if it keeps it's big mouth shut...ya..I wouldn't feel the pain if I don't talk. Great...
So I kept swallowing litres of water the entire day and practically ate nothing solid. My voice recovered after a complete rest today. As today is a holiday, I slept throughout the day…long hours. After preparing lunch and settled my boy off to school. I hibernated in my room.... like the polars in winter.....oblivious to my surroundings!
If not for my tuition, I would have resumed my sleep till the next morning. No..la…too much sleep tends to make me dizzy. I was up and awake by late evening to prepare dinner. Due to my poor appetite, I made two simple dish. Though my boy is a picky but he seems to cooperate at this time..when his mummy is sick ! He's indeed an obedient child. Mummy sayang you..muaaahhhh !
My voice is at the recovery stage. I talk less during my tuition class just now. One of my student even commented on my hoarse voice. She said I sounded like the late Anita Mui. Wow… “Ann Mui”..the soprano ! Thanks to my laryngitis, I’ve gotten such soothy vocal cords minus the high C..... Hahaha.
The truth is… I hardly spoken much today. It’s still painful to talk. Ouch..my throat !
A big fish will not get into trouble if it keeps it's big mouth shut...ya..I wouldn't feel the pain if I don't talk. Great...
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Nursing a terrible sore throat
Sigh..!! Yesterday, I felt so sick due to sore throat. Dizzy due to headache. Though not well, I still have to go back to school. Saturday...? Yup. My school organized a "Familython" to build up our PIBG fund. I was in charged of language games- "Charade". A sign language game. Ya...what a coincidence huh..I was suffering from sore-throat and I dealt with sign language game. haha. This activity was planned months before....and now I lost my voice. Luckily, I had a few colleagues helping me.
Today @ I had to attend my uni tutorial the entire day...4 slots of 2 hours each.
8.00 am -5.30pm. This week is my 4th tutorial. Hand over my assignments to my lecturers.
Felt so drowsy in class. Unable to concentrate as I wasn't feeling well.
I didnt really pay much attention during lectures.... ZZZ !
Couldn't catch what the lecturers said.....!
No mood...! No energy ! So sick.
Need to sleep....
Tomorrow, is an off day. (replacement of Familython). I will probably sleep like a log thru out the day. Hopefully to be fully charge after a good rest.
Good night.
Today @ I had to attend my uni tutorial the entire day...4 slots of 2 hours each.
8.00 am -5.30pm. This week is my 4th tutorial. Hand over my assignments to my lecturers.
Felt so drowsy in class. Unable to concentrate as I wasn't feeling well.
I didnt really pay much attention during lectures.... ZZZ !
Couldn't catch what the lecturers said.....!
No mood...! No energy ! So sick.
Need to sleep....
Tomorrow, is an off day. (replacement of Familython). I will probably sleep like a log thru out the day. Hopefully to be fully charge after a good rest.
Good night.
Friday, October 31, 2008
Getting Sick
I am not feeling too well today. Felt a ticklish sensation in my throat throughout the day. Felt tired and lethargic while teaching. Just aren't feeling well.
Must be due to my lacking of sleep the past weeks. The stress must have overpowered my immune system and created a havoc in my body.
As soon as I experience that sore, uneasy feeling on my throat, I would always rush for a glass of water, add 2-3 tablespoons of salt. Gargle rigorously (of course in the privacy of my home...la). You know la..with the unladylike sound and gesture...!
According my family doc, "Warm salt water can remove viruses from the tonsils that lie at the base of the throat region. These viruses are the main culprit for colds and influenza when they spread through our body".
This remedy always work for me....though not all the time but the success rate is almost 90%.
Apart from salt gargling, I would camel myself and attempt to drink plenty of fluid. And get some sleep (which is impossible coz I have other commitments..ie my tuition classes, my studies, chaufeuring my boy for his classes, housework...etc). Hectic...
Alright, I'm going to bed a lil earlier today. Rest assured that my body is working hard to destroy those viruses and getting rid of them while I sleep.
Good nite.
Must be due to my lacking of sleep the past weeks. The stress must have overpowered my immune system and created a havoc in my body.
As soon as I experience that sore, uneasy feeling on my throat, I would always rush for a glass of water, add 2-3 tablespoons of salt. Gargle rigorously (of course in the privacy of my home...la). You know la..with the unladylike sound and gesture...!
According my family doc, "Warm salt water can remove viruses from the tonsils that lie at the base of the throat region. These viruses are the main culprit for colds and influenza when they spread through our body".
This remedy always work for me....though not all the time but the success rate is almost 90%.
Apart from salt gargling, I would camel myself and attempt to drink plenty of fluid. And get some sleep (which is impossible coz I have other commitments..ie my tuition classes, my studies, chaufeuring my boy for his classes, housework...etc). Hectic...
Alright, I'm going to bed a lil earlier today. Rest assured that my body is working hard to destroy those viruses and getting rid of them while I sleep.
Good nite.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Poor child
Am I pushing my 7 year old boy too MUCH ?
Seems like driving him up the walls with my high expectations..!
Seems like robbing away his childhood life...!
Seems like pressuring him too much !
YA..lots of seems..
I want him to participate in something different, a lil outside of his comfort zone as I believe that's what he'll facing in the next decade. I'm attempting to prepare him for the future...
I understand that this might be very difficult for him but only at this initial stages...but he'll soon overcome the obstacles.
I wanted him to be multi lingual ..that's why I placed him in a Chinese school. Don't be like a "banana lady" like mummy. You see...I am actually "Pua Tang sai" meaning just an average in English as well as BM. Therefore, it's rather embarrassing to call myself a banana...judging from my English..I'm no Shakespeareans. And I no good in Pantun sajak as well. I'm neither good in English nor BM....that's why I call myself "half tank full"...
Alrite..where was I just now..? Oh yes..my 7 year old. I don't want him to have an easy life at such a young age. Like the Malay sayings.."susah susah dahulu senang-lenang kemudian". I want him to experience the hardship and enjoy the fruits of his labour later.
The trauma that he experienced when he was lil did "sliced away" his confidence. Naturally it was partly my fault..our fault..the adult faults. I can't help it nor avoid it though.
His confidence was lacking and he was emotionally unraveling then.
But gradually...I managed to bring back his confidence. Thanks to my bestfriend and her family. Not forgeting a close friend whom had been a father figure to him.
Alright let move to a brighter side...my boy is now a happy child. He's enjoying every moment and minute....
The only thing that he hates ( I think) ...probably is the numerous mandarin coaching he has to attend....no choice la....I am unable to guide him as I'm illiterate. Learning to master the chinese strokes aren't an easy chores. It's a tedious job. Copy writing endless pages of chinese characters....is indeed boring...but NO CHOICE..la.
Though I sympathise with him but no choice la. This is for his own good.
Am I a kiasu mummy..?
Seems like driving him up the walls with my high expectations..!
Seems like robbing away his childhood life...!
Seems like pressuring him too much !
YA..lots of seems..
I want him to participate in something different, a lil outside of his comfort zone as I believe that's what he'll facing in the next decade. I'm attempting to prepare him for the future...
I understand that this might be very difficult for him but only at this initial stages...but he'll soon overcome the obstacles.
I wanted him to be multi lingual ..that's why I placed him in a Chinese school. Don't be like a "banana lady" like mummy. You see...I am actually "Pua Tang sai" meaning just an average in English as well as BM. Therefore, it's rather embarrassing to call myself a banana...judging from my English..I'm no Shakespeareans. And I no good in Pantun sajak as well. I'm neither good in English nor BM....that's why I call myself "half tank full"...
Alrite..where was I just now..? Oh yes..my 7 year old. I don't want him to have an easy life at such a young age. Like the Malay sayings.."susah susah dahulu senang-lenang kemudian". I want him to experience the hardship and enjoy the fruits of his labour later.
The trauma that he experienced when he was lil did "sliced away" his confidence. Naturally it was partly my fault..our fault..the adult faults. I can't help it nor avoid it though.
His confidence was lacking and he was emotionally unraveling then.
But gradually...I managed to bring back his confidence. Thanks to my bestfriend and her family. Not forgeting a close friend whom had been a father figure to him.
Alright let move to a brighter side...my boy is now a happy child. He's enjoying every moment and minute....
The only thing that he hates ( I think) ...probably is the numerous mandarin coaching he has to attend....no choice la....I am unable to guide him as I'm illiterate. Learning to master the chinese strokes aren't an easy chores. It's a tedious job. Copy writing endless pages of chinese characters....is indeed boring...but NO CHOICE..la.
Though I sympathise with him but no choice la. This is for his own good.
Am I a kiasu mummy..?
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Kiasu mummy
Each of us fails from time to time.
If we are wise, then we accept these failures as a necessary part of the learning process.
However, all too often, we adults tend to deny this right to our children.
Adults like to convey either by words or through actions that “failure is serious and something to be ashamed of and top performance is indeed a must in life.”
Children are psychological affected….their self esteem. The trauma they often faced as a result of the ‘load’ laid upon their petite shoulders.
One child which is subject to this kind of pressure is none other than my boy.
As a ‘kiasu mother’ living in such a highly competitive world…I seems to be pushing my child to the limits. Being a ‘banana lady’ myself and regretting over this fact, I made a ‘smart decision’ to enroll my son in a SRJK (C) @ Chinese school. Guess…I made the right move. Or other wise…?
I personally feel that knowing an extra language would be a bonus for his future. In addition, the environment in a Chinese school would be good for him too.
Whenever my boy comes home with a “not~so~good” results , he would usually receive a 'whack’ or long nagging from me. Perhaps as a teacher myself, I don’t accept ‘careless mistakes’ or forgetfulness. Guess that’s a bad side for being perfectionist’s son.
With serious thoughts about my actions, I think it’s not wise to put such pressure upon this poor fella.
Same goes to my side.....I'll be sitting for my uni exam next month. What if the table is turn around. My son would expect me to score a four flat as well....and if I don't do so.. can he also nag on me all day long...?????
Alright son. Let's make it a win win situation.
If we are wise, then we accept these failures as a necessary part of the learning process.
However, all too often, we adults tend to deny this right to our children.
Adults like to convey either by words or through actions that “failure is serious and something to be ashamed of and top performance is indeed a must in life.”
Children are psychological affected….their self esteem. The trauma they often faced as a result of the ‘load’ laid upon their petite shoulders.
One child which is subject to this kind of pressure is none other than my boy.
As a ‘kiasu mother’ living in such a highly competitive world…I seems to be pushing my child to the limits. Being a ‘banana lady’ myself and regretting over this fact, I made a ‘smart decision’ to enroll my son in a SRJK (C) @ Chinese school. Guess…I made the right move. Or other wise…?
I personally feel that knowing an extra language would be a bonus for his future. In addition, the environment in a Chinese school would be good for him too.
Whenever my boy comes home with a “not~so~good” results , he would usually receive a 'whack’ or long nagging from me. Perhaps as a teacher myself, I don’t accept ‘careless mistakes’ or forgetfulness. Guess that’s a bad side for being perfectionist’s son.
With serious thoughts about my actions, I think it’s not wise to put such pressure upon this poor fella.
Same goes to my side.....I'll be sitting for my uni exam next month. What if the table is turn around. My son would expect me to score a four flat as well....and if I don't do so.. can he also nag on me all day long...?????
Alright son. Let's make it a win win situation.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
A day of rest
Well, I had a great break today. I woke up late ...after a thorough rest. Had a sumptuous dim sum brunch with my boy. After sending him off to school, I settled some errands @ bills, payments and installments. My school took an extra day off today...that's why I'm not working ! I went to Jusco on the pretext of doing some window shopping. But ended up ....burning a small hole in my purse. Normal la..when a woman visits a shopping complex.
Bought a few Ts for my boy. He needs some new clothes to fit his growing body. Also reward myself with a nice blouse. Bought half a dozen of Apple Donuts (everyone is talking about it....so I just wanna to have a taste of it...what so special about it huh???). Expensive lo...Guess I can only afford to eat them once. Or is there anyone out there willing to give me a treat ? I wouldn't mind if it's free ! The dough was soft and tangy (nice)..but not the toppings..too sweet.
Dropped by at boy's school during his recess. He was surprised to get such a cute looking donut. His classmates were eagerly waiting to share the small piece of donut with him. However...I really could not afford to buy them those donuts...damn expensive. I don't mind offering them the MakCik's donut which is a lot more affordable...40 sens per piece..!
Back home...I did some spring cleaning @ store room. Had not been there for months. Luckily... no cockroach nor rats welcoming me. Many junks got to go to pave way for newer junks..! Ended up keeping them as I don't have the heart to discard them. Who knows..in the near future I might need them. RECYCLE....
Prepared dinner. Two simple dishes and a soup.
Stir fried capsicum, onion with luncheon meat
Egg omelette
ABC soup @ carrot, maize, broccoli.
Hope to catch up with some studies tonight.
Bought a few Ts for my boy. He needs some new clothes to fit his growing body. Also reward myself with a nice blouse. Bought half a dozen of Apple Donuts (everyone is talking about it....so I just wanna to have a taste of it...what so special about it huh???). Expensive lo...Guess I can only afford to eat them once. Or is there anyone out there willing to give me a treat ? I wouldn't mind if it's free ! The dough was soft and tangy (nice)..but not the toppings..too sweet.
Dropped by at boy's school during his recess. He was surprised to get such a cute looking donut. His classmates were eagerly waiting to share the small piece of donut with him. However...I really could not afford to buy them those donuts...damn expensive. I don't mind offering them the MakCik's donut which is a lot more affordable...40 sens per piece..!
Back home...I did some spring cleaning @ store room. Had not been there for months. Luckily... no cockroach nor rats welcoming me. Many junks got to go to pave way for newer junks..! Ended up keeping them as I don't have the heart to discard them. Who knows..in the near future I might need them. RECYCLE....
Prepared dinner. Two simple dishes and a soup.
Stir fried capsicum, onion with luncheon meat
Egg omelette
ABC soup @ carrot, maize, broccoli.
Hope to catch up with some studies tonight.
Monday, October 27, 2008
Mission Accomplished
Yesterday I finally completed the final assignment due for this semester......oh what a relieve !!!!
I had my first good night's sleep in almost three weeks last night. The slumber was so peaceful. Perhaps, the loads were taken off my shoulders when I completed ALL my assignments. I felt so much lighter now. I only had 4 hours of sleep for the past few days as I was struggling with my assignments. At one moment, my mind even went blank ! I've gotten so frustrated...and almost gave up ! It was indeed stressful which caused all those sleepless nights. I was so worried then.
Though I had completed four assignments for this sem.....however I still have to face another hurdle.....my exams next month. I haven't touch any of my four books as yet because I had been concentrating on my assignments. This sem, I vow to finish my revision much earlier.
I had my first good night's sleep in almost three weeks last night. The slumber was so peaceful. Perhaps, the loads were taken off my shoulders when I completed ALL my assignments. I felt so much lighter now. I only had 4 hours of sleep for the past few days as I was struggling with my assignments. At one moment, my mind even went blank ! I've gotten so frustrated...and almost gave up ! It was indeed stressful which caused all those sleepless nights. I was so worried then.
Though I had completed four assignments for this sem.....however I still have to face another hurdle.....my exams next month. I haven't touch any of my four books as yet because I had been concentrating on my assignments. This sem, I vow to finish my revision much earlier.
Friday, October 24, 2008
Rain And Asignment
It's raining dogs and cats outside....gushing down in torrents and I'm still here struggling with my paperwork. I'm half way through it. Our of 4 questions, I have already completed 2...meaning that it's 50% completed....great achievement la. Give a pat on my shoulder.."Well done..Ann...keep up the good work !"
Actually..I'm racing the clock as I only have one week to meet the dateline. What a relief..I still have two days off for Diwali to get things settled.
The past few days...my brain had been pretty stubborn with no contributions at all.
I thought that I had been re-inspired to write. ... Maybe if I didn’t waste so much of my brain power on meaningless piece of essay....which gone out of topic.
I've gotten the idea of working smart. Since, I'm so confused on the questions....this time around I'm going to perform the 'cut N paste' strategy on this assignment. I had found a few writings on this topic from the net. I'm going to reorganise the ideas and put them into meaningful chunks. "Plagiarism"...ya the dreaded word in the world of writing. No choice la...I'm lost.
Actually..I'm racing the clock as I only have one week to meet the dateline. What a relief..I still have two days off for Diwali to get things settled.
The past few days...my brain had been pretty stubborn with no contributions at all.
I thought that I had been re-inspired to write. ... Maybe if I didn’t waste so much of my brain power on meaningless piece of essay....which gone out of topic.
I've gotten the idea of working smart. Since, I'm so confused on the questions....this time around I'm going to perform the 'cut N paste' strategy on this assignment. I had found a few writings on this topic from the net. I'm going to reorganise the ideas and put them into meaningful chunks. "Plagiarism"...ya the dreaded word in the world of writing. No choice la...I'm lost.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Assignments
One assignment pending....dateline extended to Nov 2nd. Thus far, I had officially completed 3 papers. Got 'stuck' with this last piece....questions a bit confusing. Therefore I need to obtain certain clarification from my lecturer on my next tutorial (tomorrow).
Hopefully, I'll get good grades for all my hardwork. Seriously, I need these marks badly... in order to maintain good grades this semester.. Well...I haven't been studying lately due to my work commitments in school (approaching year end...lots of reports to settle).
Studying is tough...what more being a part time student.
Not only the assignments are overwhelming but also preparing for exams at the end of each semester......Not forgetting the volume of work that has to be undertaken is too much too many! In addition, I'm taking extra papers...which make the load heavier. My "Pendidikan Moral" paper is also giving me constant headaches as I'm not good at it. Simply not my cup of tea...as I don't and never teach this subject in school.
Studying is hard !
Hey..it's ain't easy to be a part time student as I had to juggle my studies with other jobs and chores....namely my teaching job, my tuition classes, my motherly duties, running the household....the list goes on. Meaning that, inevitably reduced my free time to nil.
Nevertheless, I managed to develop one important skills @ "multi tasks" .
I became more organised and managed my time better. The good point of being a part time student. Not only gain knowledge but experience too.
I occasionally confided to my best friend over this "stressful life". She always encourages me to work harder and never give up.....so what more could I say ?????? Thanks for being such a wonderful friend, Ms. G.
For the past weeks, I had practically put aside all my books and concentrated solely on my assignments. I'll probably be in the "lost world" during tomorrow's tutorial sessions as I did not prepared nor read up anything.
Ultimately, I hope to settle my last paper during this Diwali break. After that, I will have to start preparing my my exams (end Nov). Phew......tension.
I could hardly wait for Christmas break where all my exams/assignments are over. I've planned to go for a short vacation before school resumes in January the 5th.
A well deserved holiday. Looking forward to it. Hooray !!!!!
Hopefully, I'll get good grades for all my hardwork. Seriously, I need these marks badly... in order to maintain good grades this semester.. Well...I haven't been studying lately due to my work commitments in school (approaching year end...lots of reports to settle).
Studying is tough...what more being a part time student.
Not only the assignments are overwhelming but also preparing for exams at the end of each semester......Not forgetting the volume of work that has to be undertaken is too much too many! In addition, I'm taking extra papers...which make the load heavier. My "Pendidikan Moral" paper is also giving me constant headaches as I'm not good at it. Simply not my cup of tea...as I don't and never teach this subject in school.
Studying is hard !
Hey..it's ain't easy to be a part time student as I had to juggle my studies with other jobs and chores....namely my teaching job, my tuition classes, my motherly duties, running the household....the list goes on. Meaning that, inevitably reduced my free time to nil.
Nevertheless, I managed to develop one important skills @ "multi tasks" .
I became more organised and managed my time better. The good point of being a part time student. Not only gain knowledge but experience too.
I occasionally confided to my best friend over this "stressful life". She always encourages me to work harder and never give up.....so what more could I say ?????? Thanks for being such a wonderful friend, Ms. G.
For the past weeks, I had practically put aside all my books and concentrated solely on my assignments. I'll probably be in the "lost world" during tomorrow's tutorial sessions as I did not prepared nor read up anything.
Ultimately, I hope to settle my last paper during this Diwali break. After that, I will have to start preparing my my exams (end Nov). Phew......tension.
I could hardly wait for Christmas break where all my exams/assignments are over. I've planned to go for a short vacation before school resumes in January the 5th.
A well deserved holiday. Looking forward to it. Hooray !!!!!
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
One more assignment
What a relieve....I managed to complete one more assignment (HBME2103-Pendidikan Moral Tahun 2) a while ago. Tomorrow, will proof read it and then print and bind. Hooray. I still have one left and the date line is 26th of this month. I'm way ahead of my schedule and I'm truly happy about this accomplishment. Thanks to that 9 days break last week which allowed me to fully concentrate on the completion of my assignments.
Friday, October 3, 2008
Super Tiring Days
One week break..9 days to be precise. A good opportunity for me to pay full attention on my course-work assignments (four altogether). Managed to complete only two (fully completed and binded). There other two still pending....as I'm rather blurr with the questions.
Being a perfectionist as well a careful person, I had 'wasted' quite a lot of time going over my writings (proof-read) many many times. Believe it or not, I stayed till the wee hours just to go through each and every words, sentences and paragraphs. It's not one or two pages...but 30 over pages per assignment. Eyes almost go blind now.
I retired to bed almost 4 am since Raya day. I noticed a slight blacken rings beneath my eyes....scary. I need to take a break from work. I need to hibernate like a koala bear tonight. Need to replenish my lost energy. And then dream of having a gorgeous hunk or geek also doesn't matter....sitting in front of my laptop helping me to finish the rest of my assignments.....wow.. on my behalf. It would be a dream comes true if tomorrow morning I wake up to see my assignments lying neatly on my table. This would be better that striking lottery.
Well..after today, I'm going to relax a little bit. This weekend, I don't intend to touch anything concerning my studies. For two solid days, I just want to sleep and laze around. My brain and mind needed a thorough rest.
I intend to go for a facial session, get my hair done ...perhaps a new style..! Buy my self some new clothes as a SELF REWARD.
Being a perfectionist as well a careful person, I had 'wasted' quite a lot of time going over my writings (proof-read) many many times. Believe it or not, I stayed till the wee hours just to go through each and every words, sentences and paragraphs. It's not one or two pages...but 30 over pages per assignment. Eyes almost go blind now.
I retired to bed almost 4 am since Raya day. I noticed a slight blacken rings beneath my eyes....scary. I need to take a break from work. I need to hibernate like a koala bear tonight. Need to replenish my lost energy. And then dream of having a gorgeous hunk or geek also doesn't matter....sitting in front of my laptop helping me to finish the rest of my assignments.....wow.. on my behalf. It would be a dream comes true if tomorrow morning I wake up to see my assignments lying neatly on my table. This would be better that striking lottery.
Well..after today, I'm going to relax a little bit. This weekend, I don't intend to touch anything concerning my studies. For two solid days, I just want to sleep and laze around. My brain and mind needed a thorough rest.
I intend to go for a facial session, get my hair done ...perhaps a new style..! Buy my self some new clothes as a SELF REWARD.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Assignments
The time now is 3.18 am. I didn't realise it was that late. Felt some growling sound in my tummy. HUNGRY..? Had been 'wrestling' with my English assignment since 8pm. Hey..you think so easy ah..to proof read a complete thesis..!!!!
Just completed one of my assignment after 3 days of solid hardwork. Will get it printed and bind tomorrow. Oh gosh..still got three left. Date line's drawing near end of Oct.. Poor me.
Am planning to get them done by this week. Luckily I have one week of Raya break to get over them. Therefore, I can fully concentrate on my assignments.
Just completed one of my assignment after 3 days of solid hardwork. Will get it printed and bind tomorrow. Oh gosh..still got three left. Date line's drawing near end of Oct.. Poor me.
Am planning to get them done by this week. Luckily I have one week of Raya break to get over them. Therefore, I can fully concentrate on my assignments.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Silent Blog
I apologize for the silence on this blog.
I didn't mean to phase it out, but there's a lot that has been going on lately.
My uni new semester resumed this month. And this sem, I'll be taking extra papers.
I planned to start doing my assignments and complete them way before the datelines so that I can have more time for revision. I need to gain good grades to push up my CGPA.
However, I'm getting pretty tired of the endless never-ending tasks......phew....
This question had been orbiting on my mind for quite some time already......
"Is it worth to work this hard ? At the end of the day, what do I get..huh ?
Hey..Ann...life is short la....!!!!!!!"
All these explains the lack of updates in here. As a result, I have to reduce my blogging frequency. Don't worry, I would continue to come in from time to time.
Am always getting this kind of crappy mood during my assignments season.....Need a break...Have a Chit Chat...hey anyone here willing to lend me your ears to listen to all my blah blah blah.....before I go gila...!!!! haha ...anyone ??? I think I shall publish my number here....!!!!! OK...I want to take a nap now. Don't disturb.
Life sometimes seems so unfair... but I had accepted my fate.
I'm sick of begging people.
I had given up.
Now...I'm willing to finance my own studies instead of fighting for that limited scholarship.
Just have to work extra hard and pay off my school fees.
I believe at the end of the day, I earn tripled....and of course with Lord Buddha's blessings.
I didn't mean to phase it out, but there's a lot that has been going on lately.
My uni new semester resumed this month. And this sem, I'll be taking extra papers.
I planned to start doing my assignments and complete them way before the datelines so that I can have more time for revision. I need to gain good grades to push up my CGPA.
However, I'm getting pretty tired of the endless never-ending tasks......phew....
This question had been orbiting on my mind for quite some time already......
"Is it worth to work this hard ? At the end of the day, what do I get..huh ?
Hey..Ann...life is short la....!!!!!!!"
All these explains the lack of updates in here. As a result, I have to reduce my blogging frequency. Don't worry, I would continue to come in from time to time.
Am always getting this kind of crappy mood during my assignments season.....Need a break...Have a Chit Chat...hey anyone here willing to lend me your ears to listen to all my blah blah blah.....before I go gila...!!!! haha ...anyone ??? I think I shall publish my number here....!!!!! OK...I want to take a nap now. Don't disturb.
Life sometimes seems so unfair... but I had accepted my fate.
I'm sick of begging people.
I had given up.
Now...I'm willing to finance my own studies instead of fighting for that limited scholarship.
Just have to work extra hard and pay off my school fees.
I believe at the end of the day, I earn tripled....and of course with Lord Buddha's blessings.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
The Captain & His Sinking Ship
A ship is facing difficulty in a stormy ocean. The vessel could possibly sink if the giant waves over-powered it.
The vessel is being commanded by one Captain Alula. An over confident captain as he is.
He only listens to one deck officers aka his son~in~law.
The captain ignores his other officers on board...including his Chief-Mate.
Although, the captain knew that the ship is about to sink...but he is still too stubborn to seek help from the his fellow deck officers.
All the passengers gamble their lives boarding this sinking vessel.
The captain continues to maneuver this sinking vessel ....jeopadizing the lives of those on board.
There's an ex-captain among the passengers. He used to navigate big ships during his heydays but unfortunately he was suspended due to some unforseen circumstances a decade ago.
Suprisingly, the captain and his men go all out to prevent this experienced captain from entering the control room...Perhaps they're afraid that this former captain would take over the entire ship.
As the ship sinks, Captain Alula utters..."I'm the captain of this ship...does it matter if I don't know how to sail...."
~~~~~~~
Does the incident above sounds familiar to you?
Malaysia is 51 years old on the 16th September.
She should be considered mature at this menopausal age.
But is she really mature ?
The vessel is being commanded by one Captain Alula. An over confident captain as he is.
He only listens to one deck officers aka his son~in~law.
The captain ignores his other officers on board...including his Chief-Mate.
Although, the captain knew that the ship is about to sink...but he is still too stubborn to seek help from the his fellow deck officers.
All the passengers gamble their lives boarding this sinking vessel.
The captain continues to maneuver this sinking vessel ....jeopadizing the lives of those on board.
There's an ex-captain among the passengers. He used to navigate big ships during his heydays but unfortunately he was suspended due to some unforseen circumstances a decade ago.
Suprisingly, the captain and his men go all out to prevent this experienced captain from entering the control room...Perhaps they're afraid that this former captain would take over the entire ship.
As the ship sinks, Captain Alula utters..."I'm the captain of this ship...does it matter if I don't know how to sail...."
~~~~~~~
Does the incident above sounds familiar to you?
Malaysia is 51 years old on the 16th September.
She should be considered mature at this menopausal age.
But is she really mature ?
Monday, September 15, 2008
September 16th
Well...is September 16th gonna be a holiday for all the Pakatan Rakyat's states?
To commemorate the formation of our country.
Hopefully so...coz I need a few days break (in a stretch, pls) to complete my four assignments. I don't have weekends coz my tutorial classes are all held on Saturdays/Sundays. In another words, I practically have no off days. I actually worked 7 days week. I'm not complaining though.
The 17th, is one public hol...therefore it would be great to have 16th off too. haha.
But I doubt this would happened. Anyway..just keep my fingers crossed. haha
To commemorate the formation of our country.
Hopefully so...coz I need a few days break (in a stretch, pls) to complete my four assignments. I don't have weekends coz my tutorial classes are all held on Saturdays/Sundays. In another words, I practically have no off days. I actually worked 7 days week. I'm not complaining though.
The 17th, is one public hol...therefore it would be great to have 16th off too. haha.
But I doubt this would happened. Anyway..just keep my fingers crossed. haha
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Inhale,Exhale
Big breath in
big breath out
Let's begin a blog~xercise
Inhale
Yes, I have decided
Exhale
Great, I have decided
Time to inhale
again.....
un-plug T.V.
un-plug DVD
un-plug computer
Exhale........Keep breathing
Okay....I am taking a couple of days off from posting!
Have lovely days ahead.....
See..ya..!
Y A W N....!
big breath out
Let's begin a blog~xercise
Inhale
Yes, I have decided
Exhale
Great, I have decided
Time to inhale
again.....
un-plug T.V.
un-plug DVD
un-plug computer
Exhale........Keep breathing
Okay....I am taking a couple of days off from posting!
Have lovely days ahead.....
See..ya..!
Y A W N....!
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
The Turning Point
The birth of Mary's and Thau Tua's twins is indeed a happy occasion. But not for others....some babies came into this world~unwelcome !
Let me share this ......
~~~~~~~~~~
There were those moments when the challenges of living makes life a brutal journey.
I, sometimes question myself.
Why Lord Buddha gave me life when it has no meaning.
Why create me only to allow me to see the suffering of life and none of the joy.
Why bring me into this world if I am only going to see the sadness of it.
If Lord Buddha hears my heart, why doesn't he answer me ?
I needed HIM desperately but I cannot feel his presence.
How much longer must I endure the darkness before I embrace the light ?
Will I make it through another day?
I looked at the ladies that came before me and I wonder if maybe we are the cursed species.
Maybe I angered Lord Buddha and HE is punishing me now. I don’t believe that The Lord that pray to everyday could curse me but sometimes I doubt it all. Perhaps...all my previous actions were the opposites of HIS teachings.
The seats in the waiting room filled with girls and women but no sign of any male.
At the reception counter, they asked for my name, age, address, and telephone number and there were a lot of questions about my health.
I was given a piece of document. I was told to read and understand it's content thoroughly before I place my signature at the bottom. I was hesitating but I signed it anyway.
As I am awaiting for my turn...many things were circulating in my mind.
Should I or shouldn't I ?
Moments later, my name was called. "Ann , Ann Lim, please come in!
With a heavy heart, I walked through the door.
The lady told me to follow her to an adjacent room.
I wondered what would happen next.
She passed me a green robe and a huge plastic bag. She told me to change and place all my belongings into the bag.
Later, she led me into a tiny room where I sat on a chair.
She took my blood pressure, and stuck my finger with a needle, I assume checking for anemia, though I'm really not sure.
My heart sank to my toes when I saw the bed. I was instructed to lie down and relax.
I had this strange feeling as I overheard a voice inside me yelling to me ..."Mummy, don't do this to me."
I looked up and noticed several nurses were busy preparing the necessary stuff for the procedure. Although, they assured me that everything will be fine....I began to get frightened at the descriptions.
When the senior nurse approached me to sedate me for the surgery.....I was suddenly awaken from my dream.
Suddenly, I realised that I'm going to regret if I proceed with this. The fear creeps along my inside until I'm suffocating. I'll be surrounded with guilt ..so much guilt...for life..till I die. I'm extremely petrified of the vulnerability of my actions.
I yelled...."I give up..I give up.....I don't want to do it.....I don't want to abort my child.
I know my suffering might not be so terrible compares to my unborn child.
I am adamant to bring this child into this world and know that I can make it through this dark moment.
I know I can...and seven years had passed.
Let me share this ......
~~~~~~~~~~
There were those moments when the challenges of living makes life a brutal journey.
I, sometimes question myself.
Why Lord Buddha gave me life when it has no meaning.
Why create me only to allow me to see the suffering of life and none of the joy.
Why bring me into this world if I am only going to see the sadness of it.
If Lord Buddha hears my heart, why doesn't he answer me ?
I needed HIM desperately but I cannot feel his presence.
How much longer must I endure the darkness before I embrace the light ?
Will I make it through another day?
I looked at the ladies that came before me and I wonder if maybe we are the cursed species.
Maybe I angered Lord Buddha and HE is punishing me now. I don’t believe that The Lord that pray to everyday could curse me but sometimes I doubt it all. Perhaps...all my previous actions were the opposites of HIS teachings.
The seats in the waiting room filled with girls and women but no sign of any male.
At the reception counter, they asked for my name, age, address, and telephone number and there were a lot of questions about my health.
I was given a piece of document. I was told to read and understand it's content thoroughly before I place my signature at the bottom. I was hesitating but I signed it anyway.
As I am awaiting for my turn...many things were circulating in my mind.
Should I or shouldn't I ?
Moments later, my name was called. "Ann , Ann Lim, please come in!
With a heavy heart, I walked through the door.
The lady told me to follow her to an adjacent room.
I wondered what would happen next.
She passed me a green robe and a huge plastic bag. She told me to change and place all my belongings into the bag.
Later, she led me into a tiny room where I sat on a chair.
She took my blood pressure, and stuck my finger with a needle, I assume checking for anemia, though I'm really not sure.
My heart sank to my toes when I saw the bed. I was instructed to lie down and relax.
I had this strange feeling as I overheard a voice inside me yelling to me ..."Mummy, don't do this to me."
I looked up and noticed several nurses were busy preparing the necessary stuff for the procedure. Although, they assured me that everything will be fine....I began to get frightened at the descriptions.
When the senior nurse approached me to sedate me for the surgery.....I was suddenly awaken from my dream.
Suddenly, I realised that I'm going to regret if I proceed with this. The fear creeps along my inside until I'm suffocating. I'll be surrounded with guilt ..so much guilt...for life..till I die. I'm extremely petrified of the vulnerability of my actions.
I yelled...."I give up..I give up.....I don't want to do it.....I don't want to abort my child.
I know my suffering might not be so terrible compares to my unborn child.
I am adamant to bring this child into this world and know that I can make it through this dark moment.
I know I can...and seven years had passed.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Child Birth (12)
As a first time mother.....an ill-informed one....Mary was pretty naive.
She only read about the birthing process thru books......only theories but not practically.
Mary was rushed into the delivery suite....her water bag burst.
The pain...It was so unbearable at one point that Mary was trembling ....
She tried taking in gas but she used it wrongly.
As a results, she hyperventilated.
she felt very ‘high’ and drowsy.
But the pain was still there.
Finally she requested for an epidural.
When it was time to push, Mary was like a robot, being told when to push.
Thau Tua was of no help at all.....as he was panicky most of the time.
However..he did provide comforting words of encouragements to his wife.
He also relieved Mary's pain by massaging her from time to time.
Mary gave a cry as the pain was immense.
The midwife said that Mary was fully dilated.
Mary could start to push.
Mary pushed for about 5-10 minutes.......and then stopped in between.
Slowly baby was guided out with a forceps.
Baby 1.....emerged. It's a HE....Thau Tua's junior.
Next....baby number 2. It's a SHE.....a replica of Mary.
A set of twins....for Thau Tua and Mary.
A mixture of English and Chinese.
Slanted eyes....with blue eyeballs...great blendings.
Thau Tua's hands was trembling as he cut his babies' umbilical cords.
Coming out into the world for the first time !
Out from the darkness in the womb.
It was indeed comforting for the babies to hear Mummy's voice from the outside.
THAT moment was precious and priceless.
After cuddling the babies for a good 15 minutes, Mary let the nurses clean and weigh her babies.
Ah Boy was 2.4 kg meanwhile Ah Girl was 1.8 kg.
Later the babies were placed in an incubator due to their prematurity.
Nevertheless.....Mother and babies were well and healthy.
She only read about the birthing process thru books......only theories but not practically.
Mary was rushed into the delivery suite....her water bag burst.
The pain...It was so unbearable at one point that Mary was trembling ....
She tried taking in gas but she used it wrongly.
As a results, she hyperventilated.
she felt very ‘high’ and drowsy.
But the pain was still there.
Finally she requested for an epidural.
When it was time to push, Mary was like a robot, being told when to push.
Thau Tua was of no help at all.....as he was panicky most of the time.
However..he did provide comforting words of encouragements to his wife.
He also relieved Mary's pain by massaging her from time to time.
Mary gave a cry as the pain was immense.
The midwife said that Mary was fully dilated.
Mary could start to push.
Mary pushed for about 5-10 minutes.......and then stopped in between.
Slowly baby was guided out with a forceps.
Baby 1.....emerged. It's a HE....Thau Tua's junior.
Next....baby number 2. It's a SHE.....a replica of Mary.
A set of twins....for Thau Tua and Mary.
A mixture of English and Chinese.
Slanted eyes....with blue eyeballs...great blendings.
Thau Tua's hands was trembling as he cut his babies' umbilical cords.
Coming out into the world for the first time !
Out from the darkness in the womb.
It was indeed comforting for the babies to hear Mummy's voice from the outside.
THAT moment was precious and priceless.
After cuddling the babies for a good 15 minutes, Mary let the nurses clean and weigh her babies.
Ah Boy was 2.4 kg meanwhile Ah Girl was 1.8 kg.
Later the babies were placed in an incubator due to their prematurity.
Nevertheless.....Mother and babies were well and healthy.
Mary was still undergoing her third stage...."after birth" process.
Meanwhile Thau Tua had left the room to meet the Lim's clan whom were waiting outside.
The announcement of the birth of his son and daughter.
Traditional Chinese Confinement....in my next post.
Monday, September 8, 2008
A Life Drama (11)
Mary experienced some stomach discomfort.
Something's happening in her tummy.
It was all Thau Tua's fault.
Deep inside Mary's abdomen.....it was this mysterious cave
.....believed to be a magical kingdom.
There was a large ship carrying a brigade of Spermido pirates.
These pirates were in search of this much-desired treasure.
On their way through the rugged terrain, they fought past many dangerous perils.
A total of 20 million pirates swam an ocean of mucus.
And fought with their swords.
There were many fatalities along the way.
A horrible battle happening deep inside.
It was a known fact that the strongest, fastest and most powerful pirate got the chance to enter the magical kingdom to meet Queen.
At the end of the day.....
The one and only...... lucky pirate ....
The sole pirate would be declared as the champion.
And be rewarded with the glowing treasure.
That particular pirate could unlock the tightly bound enclosure with his....
super manly....strength.
The heroic pirate wandered through the dark tunnel of fallopian alleys.
That was the preserved territory known as Uterusia.
The Uterusia was ruled by the all mighty Queen Mary~Fertila` de~Egg.
Her compelling beauty and power of her ovum radiance attracted millions of pirates to her magical kingdom every month.
The pirate then settled down with Mary~Fertila`de~Egg in Uterusia for a period of nine months.
The pirate together with Mary~Fertila` de~Egg then create a new life for the kingdom of conception.
That was the beautiful act of Thau Tua and Mary on their wedding night.
Something's happening in her tummy.
It was all Thau Tua's fault.
Deep inside Mary's abdomen.....it was this mysterious cave
.....believed to be a magical kingdom.
There was a large ship carrying a brigade of Spermido pirates.
These pirates were in search of this much-desired treasure.
On their way through the rugged terrain, they fought past many dangerous perils.
A total of 20 million pirates swam an ocean of mucus.
And fought with their swords.
There were many fatalities along the way.
A horrible battle happening deep inside.
It was a known fact that the strongest, fastest and most powerful pirate got the chance to enter the magical kingdom to meet Queen.
At the end of the day.....
The one and only...... lucky pirate ....
The sole pirate would be declared as the champion.
And be rewarded with the glowing treasure.
That particular pirate could unlock the tightly bound enclosure with his....
super manly....strength.
The heroic pirate wandered through the dark tunnel of fallopian alleys.
That was the preserved territory known as Uterusia.
The Uterusia was ruled by the all mighty Queen Mary~Fertila` de~Egg.
Her compelling beauty and power of her ovum radiance attracted millions of pirates to her magical kingdom every month.
The pirate then settled down with Mary~Fertila`de~Egg in Uterusia for a period of nine months.
The pirate together with Mary~Fertila` de~Egg then create a new life for the kingdom of conception.
That was the beautiful act of Thau Tua and Mary on their wedding night.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Expecting (10)
Thau Tua noticed a bluish box lying on the wash basin.
Curiousity....he took a closer look at it. He had never seen such a thing...before.
A rather perculiar rectangular stick which looked like a thermometer but without any readings. There were two fainted red lines on the surface.
Thau Tua was worried death.....as he recalled about how sickly his wife was.
Mary was unwell for the past one week. Feeling nauseating and loss of appetite. She seemed to be tired most of the time. All of a sudden, she hated her favourite dish ~ sushi. And then she has this passion for unripe baby mangoes.
Yesterday....Mary threw-up a few times...and Thau Tua thought she must had down with food poisoning. He wanted to take her to the doc...but Mary refused...and just wanted to take a proper rest at home.
Thau Tua turned the package which he was still holding........and he could not believe what he saw. He was liberatingly jumping with joy.
A moment he was worried sick of his wifey's condition...and next he was overjoyed with excitement.
The word...."Home Pregnancy Test Kit" was boldly inprinted on the box.
Thau Tua ran downstairs ....as fast as he could...with the towel wrapping his jewel almost falling off......
"Ah..... Ma,..... Mu....mmy....., Leng.... Tua.......hey...everybody....!"
"Mary.....Mary is pregnant.....and I'm gonna be a daddy soon.......horray...my son....opps...my daughter....I want both...".
Everyone in the household was shocken by Thau Tua's scream. They quickly went to the living room....to check the commotions.
Ah Ma was laughing with joy. Mummy was seen lighting joss-sticks to thank God and the ancestors for blessing them with a future generation.
Thau Tua hugged Mary as soon as she emerged from the kitchen.
Ah Ma reprimanded her grandson, "Hey..don't be too rough with her...you're going to hurt my darling great grandson inside....!"
"Opps....are you alright darling...?", Thau Tua quickly releases Mary and led her to the sofa.
"Sit...sit down...you need to take plenty of rest.....don't exert yourself."
Ah Ma instructed Madam Lim Lau Bo to prepare nutritious herbs for Mary. And not forgetting bird nest soup too.
Thau Tua is reminded over and again refrain from moving any furniture in his bedroom.
"Let me phone Daddy to share with him the good news."....lamented Leng Tua.
Mary was a lil embarrassed over the entire incident. She became the limelight of the entire household. Everybody is focusing their attention on her.
Curiousity....he took a closer look at it. He had never seen such a thing...before.
A rather perculiar rectangular stick which looked like a thermometer but without any readings. There were two fainted red lines on the surface.
Thau Tua was worried death.....as he recalled about how sickly his wife was.
Mary was unwell for the past one week. Feeling nauseating and loss of appetite. She seemed to be tired most of the time. All of a sudden, she hated her favourite dish ~ sushi. And then she has this passion for unripe baby mangoes.
Yesterday....Mary threw-up a few times...and Thau Tua thought she must had down with food poisoning. He wanted to take her to the doc...but Mary refused...and just wanted to take a proper rest at home.
Thau Tua turned the package which he was still holding........and he could not believe what he saw. He was liberatingly jumping with joy.
A moment he was worried sick of his wifey's condition...and next he was overjoyed with excitement.
The word...."Home Pregnancy Test Kit" was boldly inprinted on the box.
Thau Tua ran downstairs ....as fast as he could...with the towel wrapping his jewel almost falling off......
"Ah..... Ma,..... Mu....mmy....., Leng.... Tua.......hey...everybody....!"
"Mary.....Mary is pregnant.....and I'm gonna be a daddy soon.......horray...my son....opps...my daughter....I want both...".
Everyone in the household was shocken by Thau Tua's scream. They quickly went to the living room....to check the commotions.
Ah Ma was laughing with joy. Mummy was seen lighting joss-sticks to thank God and the ancestors for blessing them with a future generation.
Thau Tua hugged Mary as soon as she emerged from the kitchen.
Ah Ma reprimanded her grandson, "Hey..don't be too rough with her...you're going to hurt my darling great grandson inside....!"
"Opps....are you alright darling...?", Thau Tua quickly releases Mary and led her to the sofa.
"Sit...sit down...you need to take plenty of rest.....don't exert yourself."
Ah Ma instructed Madam Lim Lau Bo to prepare nutritious herbs for Mary. And not forgetting bird nest soup too.
Thau Tua is reminded over and again refrain from moving any furniture in his bedroom.
"Let me phone Daddy to share with him the good news."....lamented Leng Tua.
Mary was a lil embarrassed over the entire incident. She became the limelight of the entire household. Everybody is focusing their attention on her.
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