Can't sleep~bloated brain.

The time now is THREE a.m .....and I can't sleep. 

I was tango-ing on my bed since 10 last night.  Had small sleep in between but can't dozed off.  Hey...stop thinking negatively..I wasn't having someone over tonight.  Am all alone tonight.

Insomnia...that's the perfect word.  But I haven't touch a single sip of coffee for ages...how could I be experiencing it?  How could that be ?  Perhaps overstressed...too much things miggling in my head....my school workloads, my assignments, my unpaid utility bills, my CNY preparations, my ailing mum (yup...she hasn't been well since a few months back and just undergone cataract op) ...........the list goes on. 

A difficult month of the year...J A N U A R Y.  So much to do in school due to new school term.  And coincide with my uni semester which also starts in January.  Not yet start to do assignments plus unfinished school work equals STRESS. 

So bloated with stress today.  This year, I'm in charged of upper classes.  Therefore, I have more books to mark...essays, you just can't put a tick by merely a glance but need to read in between the lines to check for spelling errors and all.  And my donkeys' handwritings are so tiny and wriggly worm....makes reading more difficult.  I tried giving my pupils at least 2 essays per week....!  And these lazy bums don't complete their homework...(That really gets on my nerves).  Looks likely I need to reduce to one or none at all.  I must had been too ambitious since this is the 1st year I'm taking a higher level and exams classes.  All along, I've been charged of the lower level.  Need to read just my expectations and see to their proficiency. 
Ok..am not bragging about my pupils here. 
   
3.30 am..and still not feeling sleepy but my eyes are tired.  My fatigue brain. Perhaps I should just stay here ...blogging.  At this point of the time...I'm still quite alert though eyes are tired. Oh no...it isn't a wise idea.  I'll lie down, shut my eyes....take a 2 hour nap b4 I get up to prepare breakfast for Ah Boy and myself.  Still need to get back to school in a couple of hours time...