Only Fools give up easily.

It's way past midnight. The human activities outside has began to cease. Everything seems so quite and serene.

But why am I struggling to fall asleep..... I tossed 360 degrees on my bed for the past hours but unable to get a good rest. Thinking to much...? Guess so.
The issue which had been bothering me for the past months was circulating actively in my mind. I can't sleep even though my entire body was dead tired.
Now, I'm here attempting to blog something and hopefully after doing so, I could catch some sleep later.

" No problem was ever solved without a hard struggle ? "

To what extent is the above statement true ?

The battle. I had put in all my effort to fight it. Wasted my time and energy worrying about it. And yet....it's still dragging on and on. I am extremely tired now. I'm on the verge of giving up....as I'm dead tired. It had affected my life. As it drags on...it's torturing my mind and soul. How long do I have to wait ?
Is God testing my patience?
Do I deserve such a treatment ?
Why am I so unfortunate ?
Perhaps, I was at the wrong place at the wrong time.


My inner self is whispering over and again.....
"Ann, it's would be over in no time. Stop worrying about what might have been. If you slipped, all you need to do is stand up and get back on the track again ! There are more interesting episodes awaits you. Don't give up."

Ya...I guess I need to take charge of my mind. I need to manoeuvre it so that it doesn't control me. It's either I keep on or simply stop thinking about it. The choice is in my hands.
Alright....I know what I should do now.

I'll be climbing onto bed in a short while to get what I deserve....
Good Night Folks !