I am very sad.

For some obvious reasons, I am feeling really sad today. Feeling so upset and down. The feelings of my heart is so damn painful. I wanted to cry out loud but unable to do so. Perhaps, I had been too strong to show the softer nature of myself. Hey...it isn't wrong for an adult to shed tear..right ?

I hope by writing this post might help to ease the inner pain that I'm suffering right now. I do not know where else should I go except by pouring out my misery over here in my humble blog. Knowing that many of my dear readers would read it.

Guess this is the punishment for me. I accepted my fate with arms wide open. However, it's still unfair coz I'm ain't totally wrong. Just a matter of being in the wrong place at the wrong time. Luck..ya ! Many people had done it but they manage to get thru. But why not me ? Some how, I'm stuck ! I can't escape it. Luck ya. Blame it on my bad luck. Guess my "Lucky Stars" must be on leave then...! But why luck is not by side when I needed it badly ? Why..why tell me why ?

Sigh...!

No point regretting over what had happened. Whatever is done...is done. I can't turn back the clock. Beyond my means...! I'm praying that Lord Buddha is by my side...guiding me towards the right path. Amithabha.

I really pray and hope that the group of people that I seek help from are genuine in lending their hands to my plea. I hope they don't grant me empty promises. I hope they would take into deep considerations to all my plea. And hopefully they are sincerely helping me.

I'm merely seeking JUSTICE !

Oh Lord Buddha,

Please guide Ann

through this difficult patch.

Show Ann the way....Lord Buddha.

Guide Ann through this narrow path.

Hold Ann's hands so that she doesn't fall.

Give Ann the strength so that Ann can moves ahead

Teach Ann the right way to survive in this indecisive world.

Protect Ann from all danger and at all angles

Provide Ann with lights to brighten up the darken days.

Bless Ann....Oh Lord Buddha.

Amithabha.

You must be reading and wondering what was it all about in between those lines. Shaking your head...you don't know the meaning ! Needn't have to guess....you won't understand one.

Never mind...I'm grateful that you're reading it. And hope you too are praying for me. Thanks.

Dear friends, I'm so sorry....I'm unable to reveal it over here in my blog. Too personal to share with you. Just include me in your prayers in whatever faith your believe in. Thanks once again.

ANN'S PRAYER WILL BE ANSWERED SOON.