Just feel sick right to my stomach. Sick of work, sick of my books, sick of everything. My brain is so damn tired. Is this the sign of depression ? Am I suffering from depression ?
You see for the past 2 months, I had been working non stop. First, I was bothered by my uni assignments. Besides that I was thrown in a lot of paper works from my school's administrative. Then I had to attend several courses and workshops which were all held in the afternoons. Meaning, I had to forgo my free afternoon sessions to attend courses. Apart from that, I need to to go to work (school) on almost every other Saturdays. Then as usual, I had to attend my uni tutorials classes on Sundays. See, I hardly have any single day for my self to indulge in what I like and fancy. All the 7 days were packed like sardines in cans.
Now, I felt so damned tired from within me. The inner me is displaying the tiredness. No matter how tired, I still need to prepare for my exams which is around the corner. In between my teaching, I had to squeeze in some time to revise my modules. Without readings, I doubt I'm able to answer my exams questions. I'm aiming for a perfect score..I wanna a "Dean List".
Stressful...I am showing some signs of depressions now. SOS
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Apasal...tension ni ?
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